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So back in 7th grade when I was 12 there was this new boy who came to the school, and I liked him a lot. Four months into the first semester, I left the school. After nearly a year and a half of not seeing him, I lost my feelings for him. After a year and a half, I went to youth group and I saw him again, and my feelings for him came back. I came back for the last few weeks of youth group for the wrong reason: merely to see him again. Then came this big event which you may or may not know about called Future Quest - Reign. I saw him there every day, and I hate to admit that I stalked him. I sat behind him every time a speaker was talking, practically. After future quest was over, I heard that my youth group was going to meet on Tuesday nights now. So i went to youth group again on Tuesday night, but he wasn't there, and I have this bad feeling that I might never see him again. I know that if i don't see him for a long time again then i will loose my feelings for him, but i despise that feeling of loosing. i have a strong relationship with God and have asked him many times to remove my love for him or something..... Help, I don't know what to do!