Actually it is just obviously not your way. How do u seek him out? Also please tell me what about you makes it where you know god? I in turn willtell u why I know him- I know God because when I asked him to save me he graciously did i then sought to know him and become just like him. I learned his nature I learned that he is incredably loving and generous patient and understanding. He is love so I sought to be love as well and because of this i now have love and compassion I see every person as a valuable treasure and more precious than gold or life.
Even you are that precious, So now please tell me why you know him and we dont. if you cannot explain that then you prove yourself a liar