Sexual abuse from my dad,
neglect,
dumpster diving,
starving,
forced on drugs,
I never thought Id become a Satanist even if only for a while,
multiple suicide attempts,
emergency surgery's,
Never thought that the people that love me let me down that in the end all I stood with for a while was God..
bullying,...
Death threats fro my father
...
Now how did all of that change my perspective..Even in the darkest days when I thought I couldnt make it God in the end put me out of it to where I am now. I used to be dumb believing all people are good but now I learned that not all people want you well even when theyre all nice to you. You cant count on people. And it showed me what I can be capable of when I get into a bad situation and how easy it is to get into Evil and how hard it is to get out. And in the end the good always wins
Psalm 116:3-8
[FONT="]3 The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow.[/FONT]
[FONT="]4 Then called I upon the name of the Lord; O Lord, I beseech thee, deliver my soul.[/FONT]
[FONT="]5 Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful.[/FONT]
[FONT="]6 The Lord preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me.[/FONT]
[FONT="]7 Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee.[/FONT]
[FONT="]8 For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.[/FONT]
neglect,
dumpster diving,
starving,
forced on drugs,
I never thought Id become a Satanist even if only for a while,
multiple suicide attempts,
emergency surgery's,
Never thought that the people that love me let me down that in the end all I stood with for a while was God..
bullying,...
Death threats fro my father
...
Now how did all of that change my perspective..Even in the darkest days when I thought I couldnt make it God in the end put me out of it to where I am now. I used to be dumb believing all people are good but now I learned that not all people want you well even when theyre all nice to you. You cant count on people. And it showed me what I can be capable of when I get into a bad situation and how easy it is to get into Evil and how hard it is to get out. And in the end the good always wins
Psalm 116:3-8
[FONT="]3 The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow.[/FONT]
[FONT="]4 Then called I upon the name of the Lord; O Lord, I beseech thee, deliver my soul.[/FONT]
[FONT="]5 Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful.[/FONT]
[FONT="]6 The Lord preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me.[/FONT]
[FONT="]7 Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee.[/FONT]
[FONT="]8 For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.[/FONT]
as it is written
:read:
Lucas: 16. 1. And he said also unto his disciples, There was a certain rich man, which had a steward; and the same was accused unto him that he had wasted his goods.
2. And he called him, and said unto him, How is it that I hear this of thee? give an account of thy stewardship; for thou mayest be no longer steward.
3. Then the steward said within himself, What shall I do? for my lord taketh away from me the stewardship: I cannot dig; to beg I am ashamed.
4. I am resolved what to do, that, when I am put out of the stewardship, they may receive me into their houses.
5. So he called every one of his lord's debtors unto him, and said unto the first, How much owest thou unto my lord?
6. And he said, An hundred measures of oil. And he said unto him, Take thy bill, and sit down quickly, and write fifty.
7. Then said he to another, And how much owest thou? And he said, An hundred measures of wheat. And he said unto him, Take thy bill, and write fourscore.
8. And the lord commended the unjust steward, because he had done wisely: for the children of this world are in their generation wiser than the children of light.
9. And I say unto you, Make to yourselves friends of the mammon of unrighteousness; that, when ye fail, they may receive you into everlasting habitations.
10. He that is faithful in that which is least is faithful also in much: and he that is unjust in the least is unjust also in much.
11. If therefore ye have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true riches?
12. And if ye have not been faithful in that which is another man's, who shall give you that which is your own?
.. . . as they say
there are only two things
that is certainly accurate and precisely true in this reality
and that is
good and evil
although all the bad things in this life
we could change them for the sake of our loved ones and for the salvation of all
and for a better future
not only in this plane of existence
before the time comes ... .
:ty:
godbless us all always