Blain's conversations with God

[Blain]

No one has to reply if they don't want to I am making this thread because I needed a place to write the things God and I talk about and what gems he gave in return. And in this manner you all get a pretty good look into my head if you dare to enter my only rule is if you respond leave any doctrine or theology behind before you respond as those things make me sick and are not of God they are creations of man I don't mind you having your doctrines and theology but out of respect please dpo not bring it here think of this as my house I want it clean

So earlier I was talking to God spending some alone time with him and we got on the topic of saving the lost, I told him that even though I know this is our mission I admit I dont really understand the true value of just one lost soul. He then brought me back to memory a dream I had years ago where I was with my family and the king suddenly appeared and asked me if I wanted to go with him to his kingdom and though I loved my family I went with him where we were up in a realm looking down on earth I was rich in his kingdom but when I looked down at the earth I saw it was poor. I always thought this was a rapture dream but he explained to me it was about ascending from the world to be rich in his kingdom living in a realm with him above the world having the riches of the kingdom as royalty and seeing how much the world needs those riches.

Then he lead me to another direction and said to look at all the people in the world what do you see? Do you see a mother? a father? a sinner? now I want you to change what you see and see them as poor abused and lost.
When you pass by a begger or when you know of a person who doesn't even have the money for decent clothes and is starving to death because of how little they can affor does your heart not ache for them?

When you see an abused and lost child is not your first instinct to come to their rescue and shower them with all you can for what they have gone through? if you see people starving and living on thrown out food do you not want to give them a feast to fill and fatten them up?

This is how you should see people who are lost or losing their way because this is the truth behind the viel the flesh is a mask of the spirit in flesh these souls appear as they are but they are the poor and beaten the starving ones searching for thrown out food they are the ones who are poor in every way.

This really hit me hard I mean just imagining every person I might meet but seeing them as this instead of people or sinners or the lost and it hurt bad but it made me realize how important it is I become rich in every way even if it means money because quite frankly I am poor I struggle just to afford rent and food and I know that money is a tool and if you have a tool you don't leave it in the tool box you use it to fix things but the riches of the kingdom more than anything is what I need to get rich in and i'm going to need a pretty big bank account because if I am going to give I am really going to give.

 

[Cameron143]

No one has to reply if they don't want to I am making this thread because I needed a place to write the things God and I talk about and what gems he gave in return. And in this manner you all get a pretty good look into my head if you dare to enter my only rule is if you respond leave any doctrine or theology behind before you respond as those things make me sick and are not of God they are creations of man I don't mind you having your doctrines and theology but out of respect please dpo not bring it here think of this as my house I want it clean

So earlier I was talking to God spending some alone time with him and we got on the topic of saving the lost, I told him that even though I know this is our mission I admit I dont really understand the true value of just one lost soul. He then brought me back to memory a dream I had years ago where I was with my family and the king suddenly appeared and asked me if I wanted to go with him to his kingdom and though I loved my family I went with him where we were up in a realm looking down on earth I was rich in his kingdom but when I looked down at the earth I saw it was poor. I always thought this was a rapture dream but he explained to me it was about ascending from the world to be rich in his kingdom living in a realm with him above the world having the riches of the kingdom as royalty and seeing how much the world needs those riches.

Then he lead me to another direction and said to look at all the people in the world what do you see? Do you see a mother? a father? a sinner? now I want you to change what you see and see them as poor abused and lost.
When you pass by a begger or when you know of a person who doesn't even have the money for decent clothes and is starving to death because of how little they can affor does your heart not ache for them?

When you see an abused and lost child is not your first instinct to come to their rescue and shower them with all you can for what they have gone through? if you see people starving and living on thrown out food do you not want to give them a feast to fill and fatten them up?

This is how you should see people who are lost or losing their way because this is the truth behind the viel the flesh is a mask of the spirit in flesh these souls appear as they are but they are the poor and beaten the starving ones searching for thrown out food they are the ones who are poor in every way.

This really hit me hard I mean just imagining every person I might meet but seeing them as this instead of people or sinners or the lost and it hurt bad but it made me realize how important it is I become rich in every way even if it means money because quite frankly I am poor I struggle just to afford rent and food and I know that money is a tool and if you have a tool you don't leave it in the tool box you use it to fix things but the riches of the kingdom more than anything is what I need to get rich in and i'm going to need a pretty big bank account because if I am going to give I am really going to give.

You might want to start a blog.

 

[Blain]

You might want to start a blog.

we;; I would but wouldn't really be seen and I actually had the idea from God because it felt like people were going to be given good things from him in our conversations

I don't need it seen just to be seen I need it seen because of God gives from it.

 

[Blain]

So this one was interesting. I was reflecting on my life and for once saw God all throughout it but then as I began connecting the dots I noticed a pattern I never saw before I have things that are kind of like my own catch phrase I used to say all the time how I don't need these eyes to see I only need his I would always say that even to him and wouldn't you know it I became legally blind and yet now I see through the eyes of the kingdom

I used to say what can I do? in a useless feeling kind of way in my horrible circumstances I would always say this in that way feeling useless and pathetic no power or ability to change or do anything but now I say what can I do in the eager to be used and serve him

I have written poems that God lead me write making bizzar claims of things to come and I am starting to see them happen.

I asked God about this and he replied prophetic phrases and I was ok so I prophesied these things? he answered no if you prophesied these things then that would not be the point of the training, you spoke them into existence.

I was like you mean that word of faith thing? he then brought to my mind something that I have been saying recently due to the enemy trying to put doubt in my mind when I made my pledge to do and be things that will be bring the kingdom here on earth things that are insanely impossible and when the doubt comes I say to that doubt Hey man im not playing around here if I say something it is going to happen it already has I just havent recieved it yet.

Then he said to me this is your new prophetic phrase and is the essence of faith, you have no reason as far as you can see to think you will recieve these things yet you say simply because you said so it not only will be but has already happened your seeing into my kingdom and claiming authority this was the reason you spoke in the way you did in the past and saw what happened but now you live in my kingship and authority and more importantly have confidence in me

If anyone here reads this and has oporruted in the gift of prophecy or the role of a prophet take a look at some of the things you say, is there a certain pgrase or use of words that you have like a catchphrase? something you say a lot? maybe you have some prophetic phrases and without even knowing are declaring what is coming or perhaps it has a different purpose but this was a very interesting thing he spoke about

 

[Pilgrimshope]

No one has to reply if they don't want to I am making this thread because I needed a place to write the things God and I talk about and what gems he gave in return. And in this manner you all get a pretty good look into my head if you dare to enter my only rule is if you respond leave any doctrine or theology behind before you respond as those things make me sick and are not of God they are creations of man I don't mind you having your doctrines and theology but out of respect please dpo not bring it here think of this as my house I want it clean

So earlier I was talking to God spending some alone time with him and we got on the topic of saving the lost, I told him that even though I know this is our mission I admit I dont really understand the true value of just one lost soul. He then brought me back to memory a dream I had years ago where I was with my family and the king suddenly appeared and asked me if I wanted to go with him to his kingdom and though I loved my family I went with him where we were up in a realm looking down on earth I was rich in his kingdom but when I looked down at the earth I saw it was poor. I always thought this was a rapture dream but he explained to me it was about ascending from the world to be rich in his kingdom living in a realm with him above the world having the riches of the kingdom as royalty and seeing how much the world needs those riches.

Then he lead me to another direction and said to look at all the people in the world what do you see? Do you see a mother? a father? a sinner? now I want you to change what you see and see them as poor abused and lost.
When you pass by a begger or when you know of a person who doesn't even have the money for decent clothes and is starving to death because of how little they can affor does your heart not ache for them?

When you see an abused and lost child is not your first instinct to come to their rescue and shower them with all you can for what they have gone through? if you see people starving and living on thrown out food do you not want to give them a feast to fill and fatten them up?

This is how you should see people who are lost or losing their way because this is the truth behind the viel the flesh is a mask of the spirit in flesh these souls appear as they are but they are the poor and beaten the starving ones searching for thrown out food they are the ones who are poor in every way.

This really hit me hard I mean just imagining every person I might meet but seeing them as this instead of people or sinners or the lost and it hurt bad but it made me realize how important it is I become rich in every way even if it means money because quite frankly I am poor I struggle just to afford rent and food and I know that money is a tool and if you have a tool you don't leave it in the tool box you use it to fix things but the riches of the kingdom more than anything is what I need to get rich in and i'm going to need a pretty big bank account because if I am going to give I am really going to give.

The kingdom currency is brotherly love

 

[Blain]

The kingdom currency is brotherly love

i agree but I would also obedience is the main currency. The currency of heaven works like a military system you start at one rank you do as your commanded and prove your able tomdounted on then you get a higher rank more privelages and your pay day increases. The vaults of heaven are full of riches but he doesn't give us more than we can handle he gives you this amount and sees what you do with it if you show respinsibity with what little he did give your entrusted with more and more.

 

[Pilgrimshope]

i agree but I would also obedience is the main currency. The currency of heaven works like a military system you start at one rank you do as your commanded and prove your able tomdounted on then you get a higher rank more privelages and your pay day increases. The vaults of heaven are full of riches but he doesn't give us more than we can handle he gives you this amount and sees what you do with it if you show respinsibity with what little he did give your entrusted with more and more.

“i agree but I would also obedience is the main currency.”

Yes brother to obey God is to love others as yourself is my point

“Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law. For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. Love worketh no ill to his neighbour: therefore love is the fulfilling of the law.”
‭‭Romans‬ ‭13:8-10‬ ‭



“don’t kill “ is a commandment not to harm anyone else because love doesn’t kill . “Don’t lie “ a commandment not to lie to other people. Because love is truthful. Don’t commit adultery because live doesn’t do that to someone else. “Don’t bear false witness “ is a command not to give false testimony against another because love doesn’t do that ect

what I mean to say in my amateurish way is All the law and gospel everything Godbhas ever tried to teach mankind is to care for each other , to help and. Ot hurt one another , be truthful to each other , honor the commitments we make to each other ect

mostly it’s easier for me to do this to make my point because I’m not a skilled wordsmith

“For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another. For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.”
‭‭Galatians‬ ‭5:13-14‬ ‭KJV‬‬

See love is not just what we feel and say but it’s how we treat other people who God loves just like he loves us.

I can say I believe but if I won’t convert to the gospel and start changing and becoming selfless and caring towards others it’s showing me I don’t have the currency to spend so I look to Jesus and see it

a I remember when he was insulted and mocked he didn’t relatiate , when he was struck in the face and spit on and when they tore out his beard he turned the other cheek

When they whipped and beat him he remained silent and didn’t blame those worthy of the flogging

Finally when they nailed him to a cold wooden cross he forgave them forgave us all

So we see Gods love flowing through a man out to others

sonwhen he teaches us to help and not harm , to give and not take , to honor and not defile , to share and not hoard , to live a life of actually caring about other people who aren’t “ me” and really begin to act in that Godly Love taught and exhibited by our lord

Hes just calling us to be a son of the true and living God who walks in faith and brotherly love and who becomes a reflection of Jesus Christ on earth while we make our way home to him

“
everything arrives at brotherly love in Jesus name even obedience

“Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God: and every one that loveth him that begat loveth him also that is begotten of him.

By this we know that we love the children of God, when we love God, and keep his commandments. For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments: and his commandments are not grievous.”
‭‭1 John‬ ‭5:1-3‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Obedience is to give love and it is his love which bought us from death ours helps lift up others in need of love

 

[Runningman]

Sometimes it seems like the only response God wants to provide is "My sacrifice is sufficient for you."

It's a reminder to not worry, there's still grace, there's still forgiveness, there's still a relationship, and a sufficient sacrifice.

I guess it's when we feel safe and secure we find freedom and confidence to take that next bold step forward because we aren't going it alone. Even if we die trying, at least we died in the hands of God.

 

[Blain]

“i agree but I would also obedience is the main currency.”

Yes brother to obey God is to love others as yourself is my point

“Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law. For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. Love worketh no ill to his neighbour: therefore love is the fulfilling of the law.”
‭‭Romans‬ ‭13:8-10‬ ‭



“don’t kill “ is a commandment not to harm anyone else because love doesn’t kill . “Don’t lie “ a commandment not to lie to other people. Because love is truthful. Don’t commit adultery because live doesn’t do that to someone else. “Don’t bear false witness “ is a command not to give false testimony against another because love doesn’t do that ect

what I mean to say in my amateurish way is All the law and gospel everything Godbhas ever tried to teach mankind is to care for each other , to help and. Ot hurt one another , be truthful to each other , honor the commitments we make to each other ect

mostly it’s easier for me to do this to make my point because I’m not a skilled wordsmith

“For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another. For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.”
‭‭Galatians‬ ‭5:13-14‬ ‭KJV‬‬

See love is not just what we feel and say but it’s how we treat other people who God loves just like he loves us.

I can say I believe but if I won’t convert to the gospel and start changing and becoming selfless and caring towards others it’s showing me I don’t have the currency to spend so I look to Jesus and see it

a I remember when he was insulted and mocked he didn’t relatiate , when he was struck in the face and spit on and when they tore out his beard he turned the other cheek

When they whipped and beat him he remained silent and didn’t blame those worthy of the flogging

Finally when they nailed him to a cold wooden cross he forgave them forgave us all

So we see Gods love flowing through a man out to others

sonwhen he teaches us to help and not harm , to give and not take , to honor and not defile , to share and not hoard , to live a life of actually caring about other people who aren’t “ me” and really begin to act in that Godly Love taught and exhibited by our lord

Hes just calling us to be a son of the true and living God who walks in faith and brotherly love and who becomes a reflection of Jesus Christ on earth while we make our way home to him

“
everything arrives at brotherly love in Jesus name even obedience

“Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God: and every one that loveth him that begat loveth him also that is begotten of him.

By this we know that we love the children of God, when we love God, and keep his commandments. For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments: and his commandments are not grievous.”
‭‭1 John‬ ‭5:1-3‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Obedience is to give love and it is his love which bought us from death ours helps lift up others in need of love

You have spoken in truth and it is a comforting read. The issue with loving each other is that there is also another side to it and that is when we have rebuke or correct each other..
It comes naturally to me but giving rebuke or correction is actually difficult for me it actually took a long time for me to be able to do that at all I just wanted to spread Gods love.

But brotherly rebuke and correction if recieved well always leads us to keep on the right path and this is something required because we are to encourage and strengthen each other to build up but that also means we have to be willing to do what is needed when one of us is straying or losing their way or refuse to recieve from God.

 

[Blain]

I was in worship with God when I became hit with his presence I saw an image of me so realistic so full of volume more realistic looking than real life and my eyes narrowed and then suddenly became a bright blue not just in color but it was shining this blue light and my eyes were piercing and sharp and it was as if they were not looking at anything but eternity like they saw past reality past dimension past universes galaxies past time and space itself into infinite eternity and all I could say was Godly and Godlike I don't know why I said that but it was just the powerful presence you got from it

Then I saw a barren land where people lived day to day garbage was everywhere the dirt was poluted and they all were covered in trash that was all around unaware somehow that this was their reality then they all starting to become confused as they heard a small sound as if coming from a distance it slowly became louder and louder and they all looked around trying to figure out where it was coming from.

then in an instant like a loud blast they instantly looked to a people enveloped in a glory and praising God worshipping him as if the heavens choir themselves were the ones singing
Life sprouted and overtook the land where they stepped holy ground took over the land like stream of water and they pulled before them a city a golden glorious city I was in to much of awe of this city to even think it was to much I couldn't look away and then that was it.

 

[Pilgrimshope]

Sometimes it seems like the only response God wants to provide is "My sacrifice is sufficient for you."

It's a reminder to not worry, there's still grace, there's still forgiveness, there's still a relationship, and a sufficient sacrifice.

I guess it's when we feel safe and secure we find freedom and confidence to take that next bold step forward because we aren't going it alone. Even if we die trying, at least we died in the hands of God.

amen brother peter jumped out of the boat and walked a bit then he began to sonk and be in peril Jesus was right there with him to safely set him in the boat but wow , Peter walked on water too and Jesus didn’t let him drown when he began to sink

 

[Blade]

"This really hit me hard I mean just imagining every person I might meet but seeing them as this instead of people or sinners or the lost and it hurt bad but it made me realize how important it is "

Praying for years asking to see people through His eyes and He answered it 15 years later. That's one example you never stop knowing He answered you. The short is I saw all the people not lost or saved just people and He was crying so hard for not one knew how much He loved them. We as man tend to condemn judge just our own family then the sinner..holy Jesus God help us. How does He see them? Maybe we should see the same way

 

[Blain]

"This really hit me hard I mean just imagining every person I might meet but seeing them as this instead of people or sinners or the lost and it hurt bad but it made me realize how important it is "

Praying for years asking to see people through His eyes and He answered it 15 years later. That's one example you never stop knowing He answered you. The short is I saw all the people not lost or saved just people and He was crying so hard for not one knew how much He loved them. We as man tend to condemn judge just our own family then the sinner..holy Jesus God help us. How does He see them? Maybe we should see the same way

Being in the state of worship is the key. Worship is what makes him open the doors This is how I saw all I did you connect with him one different dimension when you are in the state of worship and are just taking time to worship him

 

[reneweddaybyday]

my 2¢ and apologies if it appears to be "doctrine and theology" ... the last thing I want to do is make you sick, Blain:

this morning, as pastor taught, he remarked that a lot of times we focus on how much we love God, but if we would change our focus to try to understand how much God loves us, it would help us in our broken-heartedness ... which would then help us in all our brokenness.

pastor taught from the crucifixion record where Jesus saw His mother:

John 19:

25 Now there stood by the cross of Jesus his mother, and his mother's sister, Mary the wife of Cleophas, and Mary Magdalene.

26 When Jesus therefore saw his mother, and the disciple standing by, whom he loved, he saith unto his mother, Woman, behold thy son!

27 Then saith he to the disciple, Behold thy mother! And from that hour that disciple took her unto his own home.

pastor pointed out that even in the midst of the crucifixion as Jesus was fulfilling all that was needed to redeem mankind, He made provision for the care of His mother after He was gone ... He gave her into the hand of the disciple whom He loved. Jesus made sure that Mary would be cared for by a believer ... not her other children ... but a believer who had been taught by and who was faithful to Him. Jesus did this out of His love for Mary and for the disciple whom He loved.

as pastor was expressing these thoughts, I remembered Paul's prayer in Ephesians 3:

Ephesians 3:

14 For this cause I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,

15 Of whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named,

16 That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man;

17 That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love,

18 May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height;

19 And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.


If/when we are rooted and grounded in love, we place ourselves in a position where we may be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height [basically all dimensions] and to know the love of Christ [which surpasses our capabilities] that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.

we need to learn about the Lord Jesus Christ and His love ... that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God. This is all according to the riches of His glory ...

.

 

[GRACE_ambassador]

change our focus to try to understand how much God loves us,

Paul Emphasizes This Very Thing In our Grace/LOVE letters (Romans - Philemon):

God's (Christ's) LOVE To us 18 Times! our love to Him = 4 x

Precious friend(s):

Grace, Peace, And JOY and LOVE In Christ, And In His Word Of Truth, Rightly
Divided (+ I and II)!

 

[Blain]

Yes the love of Christ this is the ground in which we plant our roots, but I also want to say he is more than love. I have encountered and recieved him in ways I never imagined before ever since I attempted to kill myself for the third time lived and utterly surrendered to him . I gave him my entire being my every thought and ever since then when I came on here I am lead to say sonething and plant the seed of the kingdom

Even when mywords and tone change and that fiery spirit takes over nromally I would never dare speak that way but upon obeying even if it isn't recieved I am rewarded I am filled with the joy of the Lord and sometimes my vision is filled with light everywhere I look like my eyes have his light in them

Ever since I came back to cc as I continue to go down this journey with him and obey everything he says to say and do even if it seems crazy he is changing me altering me with every act I do according to his will.

I wanted the truth and only the truth I wanted the real thing and nothing less and boy did I find it he has been so active and alive he even visited my room when I was laying down for a nap as soon as I covered my head to get warm suddenly he was in my room and his presence was so strong I dared not move.

All I could do was give reverence to his presence and without even knowing if I did anything wrong or not the fear of the Lord came over me like I know why people tremble if their in sin and not knowing why he was here I still repented and gave all honor to him just being in his might and status like that it is like it demands it like you do it by instinct

He didn't say anything he just moved around here and there and quite frankly I could not and would not uncover my face his presence there demanded the ultimate respect and I refused to show my face unto him this was how it was until I fell asleep

He is doing things he hasn't before

 

[Blain]

The fear of the Lord is so amazing to behold like you willingly put yourself under his feet this is the open door to understanding his glory

 

[ResidentAlien]

i agree but I would also obedience is the main currency. The currency of heaven works like a military system you start at one rank you do as your commanded and prove your able tomdounted on then you get a higher rank more privelages and your pay day increases. The vaults of heaven are full of riches but he doesn't give us more than we can handle he gives you this amount and sees what you do with it if you show respinsibity with what little he did give your entrusted with more and more.

There's so much wrong with this I wouldn't even know where to begin. I'm very thankful I don't have to rely on other people's "visions" and "prophecies"; I can just open up my Bible and learn from Him directly.

 

[Blain]

There's so much wrong with this I wouldn't even know where to begin. I'm very thankful I don't have to rely on other people's "visions" and "prophecies"; I can just open up my Bible and learn from Him directly.

Please explain what is wrong with it.

 

[ResidentAlien]

Please explain what is wrong with it.

I can't explain it to you.