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Hey everyone,
I'm not even sure how many people will read this, let alone people at all!
Especially people around my age!
Before you do~ I'd love you to take a look at my profile, learn a bit more about me.
I'm young, I know, but I've been through a lot romance wise.
I've had relationships where I have been cheated on, I've been in a really physically abusive relationship, and it has been hard lately for me to develop a good perspective on boys.
Plenty of girls mess up too, dont get me wrong!
But based on things that have happened to myself, I've become almost skittish around boys.
Recently, something rather heart breaking happened.
I'd been in a relationship for a little over two years. Perfect Christian boy. Incredibly handsome. Treated me perfectly. Said he wanted to marry me. BAM. He ditches. Leaves me.
I don't know what happened, where I went wrong, but its really messed me up...
It has caused me to cut, need pills for depression, and I've realize-he isn't worth it.
I'm not going to do that to myself anymore.
But, it has been a little over a half a year since this has happened~ And I would love to find a new person to get involved in my life. I want a Christian boy who knows my worth, AND his own worth. That respects me, and knows that I'll respect him.
I'm a sucker for romance, and have always wanted to find love young~
But I'm looking for very loyal relationships. As my mom says. 'Don't date if he wont make a good mate.'
Meaning, 'mate,' as in mate for life.
Thank you so much for reading! It means a lot! <3
Sincerely,
Renee~
I'm not even sure how many people will read this, let alone people at all!
Especially people around my age!
Before you do~ I'd love you to take a look at my profile, learn a bit more about me.
I'm young, I know, but I've been through a lot romance wise.
I've had relationships where I have been cheated on, I've been in a really physically abusive relationship, and it has been hard lately for me to develop a good perspective on boys.
Plenty of girls mess up too, dont get me wrong!
But based on things that have happened to myself, I've become almost skittish around boys.
Recently, something rather heart breaking happened.
I'd been in a relationship for a little over two years. Perfect Christian boy. Incredibly handsome. Treated me perfectly. Said he wanted to marry me. BAM. He ditches. Leaves me.
I don't know what happened, where I went wrong, but its really messed me up...
It has caused me to cut, need pills for depression, and I've realize-he isn't worth it.
I'm not going to do that to myself anymore.
But, it has been a little over a half a year since this has happened~ And I would love to find a new person to get involved in my life. I want a Christian boy who knows my worth, AND his own worth. That respects me, and knows that I'll respect him.
I'm a sucker for romance, and have always wanted to find love young~
But I'm looking for very loyal relationships. As my mom says. 'Don't date if he wont make a good mate.'
Meaning, 'mate,' as in mate for life.
Thank you so much for reading! It means a lot! <3
Sincerely,
Renee~