Hello Robertt, just wondering how are you doing? I hope youre not going to leave CC. We all bring something to the site and what you bring is uniquely you. I mean look at your stats. 264 likes on your comments! The reactions dont lie :) On a serious note tho, I hope youre okay.
There are some people who are sadistic and who genuinely love to afflict and harm others. Rather than writing about it, I'll let Pastor Dave Orrison talk to you about it. Get your wits about you and stop giving up so easily. Be courageous and don't listen to negative/condemning voices:
"All the narcissists I have known have been christians."
Don't be quick to give up on anything that is good. If you are seeking a wife or seeking God or seeking to reason and be a peacemaker, then don't let anyone or anything knock you off the path or discourage you to the point you quit.