Thank you for responding to my question. And yes I care about God, but so much doubt is going through my mind. Every time I ask questions, people only tell me to stop doubting, not to think about it. I've done that for years and now that something has forced me to think about all of this, I don't know what to do. I feel hopeless and alone. But maybe I am only being irrational, I don't know. :(
I went through a similar situation with a girl. I learned a lot from the experience that I had, almost like I was put into the situation so that I would be taught something(s). Maybe the same is for you, something to help you now or maybe even in the future? :)
God has purposes for everything, most that we aren't completely aware about. Proverbs 16:9 says, the mind of man plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps. Even if we expect someone to come into our lives to what we want, God's plan overrides ours.
See that what people keep saying to me.....though I didn't want to be with him in the first place. He came at a time in my life that I was content being alone.....God tore down walls.....used other people and even reminded me of a list I made years ago of what my future husband to be....I know God dosent lie but am wondering What's going on......Lol....
I don't believe God would lie, it's not in His nature to. If it led to that point, I would then question 'was it really God, or my own desire wanting this because I am searching for something?'. That can happen.
So with the question I just asked.....if you think God knows the future.....what if God told you someone was the knew and you knew it was from God.....prayed and meditated on it.....and then y'all broke up......would you think God lied?