After this school year I'll no longer be working at the preschool I've been working at. I do work at a laundromat at least one night a week or more if I'm needed.
In the fall of 2018 my Son will start cyber school, then in the fall of 2019 my Daughter will start. I'll be home with them.
I haven't not had a day job in years. I do have things to do around here ,but I don't like spending a lot of time alone. It such a weird feeling. I'm not in a good position to commit myself to anything permanent because it'd only be for a year. I didn't get married until I was 29 and although my Husband makes a lot more money than me, I'm used to making some money to add to our household, very little but something. I'm the person who pays all the bills because I'm home more and either pay on line or mail a check or go to the local places like the gas company and pay. We will be ok financially, we aren't spend thrifts and I'm careful when I do go grocery shopping etc. I'm just feeling weird about basically retiring for a few years. When my kid's are doing the cyber school thing it will be almost like a job because we're going to have to work together to do it. They do have field trips and things that I plan on taking them to.
I kind of feel like I'm entering a totally new chapter but part of me still wants to hold on to the old. I've prayed about this a lot and I feel like we're doing the right thing. Why do I feel weird about it? Shouldn't I be happy that I get to be home and do what I need to do without the stress of working?
In the fall of 2018 my Son will start cyber school, then in the fall of 2019 my Daughter will start. I'll be home with them.
I haven't not had a day job in years. I do have things to do around here ,but I don't like spending a lot of time alone. It such a weird feeling. I'm not in a good position to commit myself to anything permanent because it'd only be for a year. I didn't get married until I was 29 and although my Husband makes a lot more money than me, I'm used to making some money to add to our household, very little but something. I'm the person who pays all the bills because I'm home more and either pay on line or mail a check or go to the local places like the gas company and pay. We will be ok financially, we aren't spend thrifts and I'm careful when I do go grocery shopping etc. I'm just feeling weird about basically retiring for a few years. When my kid's are doing the cyber school thing it will be almost like a job because we're going to have to work together to do it. They do have field trips and things that I plan on taking them to.
I kind of feel like I'm entering a totally new chapter but part of me still wants to hold on to the old. I've prayed about this a lot and I feel like we're doing the right thing. Why do I feel weird about it? Shouldn't I be happy that I get to be home and do what I need to do without the stress of working?