Just the way he explains it, and tells his story is like I am talking to myself about mine...
The darkness is all I remember and experienced.... The pain was so real.... So real that I struggle with life now because I feel like I am dreaming, and that what I experienced was real... I was so overcome by this pain that every thing I have experienced in this world was a less then a pin prick... The pain was emotional, it felt like hate, fear, despise, vengeance, and pain its self was living... They consumed me and I was beyond the ability to cry or yell... I was paralyzed by this... And right when I was engulfed by this pain and I could bare it no longer a face in bandages or wrappings came to me... Man I can see this face clear as day! It is like its right in front of me, but it is beyond all words! I wish I could draw or describe it since I know bandages are the incorrect word... And this person/thing talked to me, not through words like I talk or we talk... But it was weird I don't know if it was talking through emotion or just talking... But I felt it say, Don't worry you are at peace now... And my while body felt peace.... THIS PEACE WAS SO REAL AND SO GOOD! NOTHING COMPARES! NOTHING! But it only lasted a second I could tell there was more but it disappeared... It was like a drop of water on a forest fire... But it was sooooooo soothing... Just the thought of that peace kept me going throughout the rest of that pain....
I wish I could give it justice, I wish I was in a public place or connected to a heart machine to give validity to my claims... But I was alone in my room...
I spend hours waiting for myself to wake up, and feel those emotions again... They were so real... I know I am babbling and no one else's stories have things with covered faces... and that I rush telling my story and do not give it justice... But when I talk about it, I remember it, and it brings back everything I felt... That is why his story moves me, I can tell its real by the way he tells it, not his words or him depicting hell or heaven or God or Jesus... But by the way his body reacts to the story...