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HollyLWeb

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Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....
 
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Sweetmorningdew78

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Hi! Holly :) Welcome to CC :)


Thank you for sharing ❤ I'll see you around the forums :)



God bless you ❤
 

Milee777

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So nice to read your introduction. Depression and anxiety , i can relate to it a lot. On this very month i was diagnosed of clinical depression. There's a lot of similarity i can say. Am also a recent member and i can say ... the people here are awesome and friendly. I hope you find what you were looking for here.
WELCOME!
 

PennEd

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Apr 22, 2013
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Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....
Hi Holly! Welcome to CC. Or should I say, the island of misfit toys!

We are all broken sinners here, looking for that person that will love us even though we are broken. Most of us here have found that person! His Name is Jesus Christ, and He loves YOU so much He died to fix your brokenness and pay for your sin, so that you can be with Him, in the Presence of His love, forever.

He has drawn you here and I pray you find Him.

Be Blessed!
 
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Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....
Holly, welcome to the CC!! 🤩
 

Adstar

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Jul 24, 2016
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Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....
I Always love to have new seekers in CC Holly :)

Welcome aboard and don't be backward in coming forward and asking us Christians questions..

My Private message box is always open if you want to discuss specifics..

Take care Holly and remember this forum has people from different places both geographical and theological.. So be ready for a variety of answers..
 

Dino246

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Jun 30, 2015
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Welcome Holly! We have a place at the table set for you. It's not even crowded yet! :)
 
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Sherril

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Holly Jesus loves you!..love in Christ Sherril..:) 33186843_1847397505310632_4731849552577953792_n.jpg
 

Deuteronomy

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Jun 11, 2018
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Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....
Hello Holly, thank you for your interesting and informative introduction, and welcome to CC :)

This is an excellent place! (definitely safer for socializing, and far more helpful as far as finding answers to life's biggest questions goes, especially in comparison to the secular sites out there).

Praying for you! (that you find the answers you are looking for)

~Deut

John 3
16 God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life.
 

oldethennew

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Feb 28, 2016
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hub and I are very happy to see you seeking here at this Christian Site Holly, but just off of the bat,
please know that a self-proclaimed 'agnostic', has never experienced Jesus Christ High Moral Standards...
that said, it should be very encouraging to yourself that something inside of your worldly mind is seeking
something REAL for the first time in your life, the evidence is in your post - we encourage you to ask and observe
and inter-act with the many God Loving-God Fearing brothers and sisters who congregate here for fellowship and comfort,
and validation...

GBY, and welcome...
 

Solemateleft

Honor, Courage, Commitment
Jun 25, 2017
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Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....
Greetings Holly welcome...
I think you will like it here in the cc and I pray that you find what you are looking for... Lots of amazingly honest, and gracious, sometimes outspoken and opinionated - but always loving, caring and giving of advice for those who are seeking prayer, friendship, support or just a break from their daily routine...
God Bless
 

Jan7777777

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Oct 19, 2018
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Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....
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Welcome Holly, I really like your honesty, its good you are open to searching .
There are Christian forums up at the top , you click it and there are some on subjects you might like to read. some very good honest Christians here. enjoy
 
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Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....
Hi Holly, yes, you are VERY welcome!! :D It is good to have you with us. I hope that you will find a place here where you will feel comfortable and safe to open up-- both about yourself in friendships as well as in your exploration for truth and life answers. If you have any questions or need any help please feel free to ask. (We cat lovers have to stick together, you know!! :) I have 3!). Will look forward to talking more as well as to seeing you around in the forums. All the best to you!! :D
 

Marcelo

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Very nice introduction, Holly! Welcome to Christian Chat. :)
 

Marcelo

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Hi Holly, yes, you are VERY welcome!! :D It is good to have you with us. I hope that you will find a place here where you will feel comfortable and safe to open up-- both about yourself in friendships as well as in your exploration for truth and life answers. If you have any questions or need any help please feel free to ask. ....................................(We cat lovers have to stick together, you know!! :) I have 3!). Will look forward to talking more as well as to seeing you around in the forums. All the best to you!! :D
I love cats too! This is Pipim, one of our two cats.

Pipim.jpg
 

Lafftur

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Apr 18, 2017
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Hi Holly, :)

Welcome to CC! So glad you're here! :love:(y)

Hugs for you!!! :giggle::D
 
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I Always love to have new seekers in CC Holly :)

Welcome aboard and don't be backward in coming forward and asking us Christians questions..

My Private message box is always open if you want to discuss specifics..

Take care Holly and remember this forum has people from different places both geographical and theological.. So be ready for a variety of answers..
Hello holly welcome !!!!