Under Attack

Well this morning I was watching porn as im an addict and its difficult to avoid but anyway I started to have some very disturbing thoughts about Jesus and God while watching and .....well what goes along with it. I've had this problem before I was saved much more and Ive had brief instances of it flashing in my brain after being saved but not like this. What Im hoping an praying for is that God opened me up to demonic attack to deter me from porn which Ive been praying for for several years and I really hope that s the case cuz im all for that but its been coming and going since 7 this morning and its making me very uncomfortable I know Jesus loves me and I love him and if you can pray for me that this will be a turning point for me because if this happens everytime I watch porn I think it will be next to impossible to keep doing it. Im sure the attack stopped a while ago and its now my OCD keeping it going but any way prayers are welcome God Bless

I’m sorry to hear about your struggles, friend. How old are you? Be assured I’m praying, asking God to surround you with His love, faithful care and protection. May He intervene in your circumstances, provide strength and guidance as you lean upon Him. Also, it might be helpful to get in touch with a counselor. I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a licensed counselor if you call this number 855-382-5433.

Thank you so much Im 29 and Ive been struggling with a porn addiction since I was 8 I have Autism which makes this kind of thing so much harder to deal with.

From what i remember about you is you like anime and you play a lot of games with anime girls in it... I would say look around at the content that you have. A lot of that is probably contributing to you watching porn. A good thing to try is to put it away for a while
and see how you do. Just take all the content away, put it in a box somewhere and have your room or wherever you live to be as boring
as can be. Most anime with females in it is borderline softcore hentai. And as for games go, you posted a few of the games you play
and most of them have anime women, or half naked ones with bikinis and whatnot on... If you want to play something, play something like Armored Core where there are no breasts, or half naked women... Just huge machines and tons of explosions.

True True It tends to be hit or miss with me but the unfortunate fact is anything can get me lol I will try that thanks

No problem, might need to go cold turkey on everything and have nothing, zero content. Literally living like a minimalist, but it does wonders for the mind though. I wish you the best though.

Well not sure I could go that far lol but I will police the content the older games I play are not bad in the sexual sense so I'll stick to those its only the newer ones that have to put half naked girls in everything lol. The good part is you can usually tell when a games going to be fan servicy lol

Lord hold Monnkai's hand and guide in your ways. Bless with your knowledge , wisdom give your strength and keep away from porn and over evil things. Bless Monnkai with your peace and Joy, let you make aware Monkkai of all the false joy. please bless Monkkai, in Jesus loving name, Amen!

Glorious Heavenly Father, please grant Monnkai a love for you that is so powerful it rids his porn addiction of all its appeal. Please grant him close friends that can help him walk through this valley of the shadow of death with him and guide him past the obstacles he will face.

Lord please grant him several meaningful friendships and meet his needs for affection, acceptance, belonging, and whatnot.

I ask these things in Jesus name, amen.