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When I'm having an attack from the enemy these are the thoughts that go through my head...I haven't been attacked like this in a long time. So I thought I would record what my mind is thinking right now. It's ugly but it's what I have to live with.
You're alone
No one will ever really know you
Because no one wants to know you
You're worthless and disgusting
You have ruined yourself
You're fat and have no self control
God is ashamed of you
And for that you will no longer be useful
You are like a broken vase
Ugly and useless
It is a chore for people to even talk to you
You shouldn't have been born
You're a burden on your mother
Her life would have been better without you in it
You ruin even the happiest moments with your presence
You're not normal
You never will be
You don't have friends
Because no one wants to talk to you
Don't expect anyone to consider you their best friend
Delete that it sounds stupid
Don't say that or edit this
You misspelled a word and everyone will know how stupid you really are
Others recognize how anxious you are
They know you're a mess
Because it seeps into your conversation, your behavior around them
Behind you, they laugh at you
Between themselves they know you're not right
Everyone knows how weird you are
You don't deserve anything good
You're a bad person
You will never be anyone's priority
You're alone
No one will ever really know you
Because no one wants to know you
You're worthless and disgusting
You have ruined yourself
You're fat and have no self control
God is ashamed of you
And for that you will no longer be useful
You are like a broken vase
Ugly and useless
It is a chore for people to even talk to you
You shouldn't have been born
You're a burden on your mother
Her life would have been better without you in it
You ruin even the happiest moments with your presence
You're not normal
You never will be
You don't have friends
Because no one wants to talk to you
Don't expect anyone to consider you their best friend
Delete that it sounds stupid
Don't say that or edit this
You misspelled a word and everyone will know how stupid you really are
Others recognize how anxious you are
They know you're a mess
Because it seeps into your conversation, your behavior around them
Behind you, they laugh at you
Between themselves they know you're not right
Everyone knows how weird you are
You don't deserve anything good
You're a bad person
You will never be anyone's priority
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