Something has to give

I don't know why and at this point, I'm tired of figuring out why I have so many trials. Last night, I thought about crashing my car. I am not well. I've literally had all I can take.

Psalm 18:28

Do you have a close friend to talk to, or a pastor?

I’m so sorry you feel this way, Gemmy. I truly wish that we could explain why these trials have been permitted to come into your life, but these are answers which lie hidden from our human understanding. I’m praying that the Lord will sustain you with His Spirit of comfort and peace. He is nearer than any person, and He knows your troubled heart as does no other. May He bless you with renewed hope in the days ahead. Also, please reach out to your loved ones or talk to a Christian counselor.

Hey Gemmy, please let us know if you’re doing alright now, you are in my prayers. I know what this feels like and I am getting closer to that point right now too, know that you are not alone in this and know that where you are right now is not the way that it’s going to be forever. There’s another side and although I know you feel that you’re at your absolute breaking point keep holding on, the storm will clear. And please know that God is with you every step of the way even though you may not be able to feel Him or see Him right now

Dear Gemmy, please be patient with yourself, God never said that life will be easy but He did promise that He will go through it with us. Please know that you are in my prayers, I went through many trials as well and many times I cried to God for help and when I looked back, I can see how God has been good to me, He always gave me the strength to move forward. Please, take one day at a time, that's all you need to do. Just go through today and don't worry about tomorrow because God will be there for you and help you. May God bless you and grant you the peace that only He can give. Take care love and stay strong, I know you can do it! With God, there is nothing you cannot do.

Gemmy, one more thing, please find someone to talk to, do you go to church, and do you have a pastor at your church? Please talk to someone. Keeping you in my prayers!

Cast all your cares upon the Lord because he cares for you. Jesus will help you through this. Don't worry. I have been where you are. Jesus rescued me and he will rescue you. Thanks for sharing your trials with us.

I feel you, I’ve had many different trials that have been extremely overwhelming. Trust me I’ve been there. But that’s not the answer. Christ is. What the enemy intended for evil, God will use it for good. Do you have someone to talk to? Like a Christian counselor or support group? I’m here if you need someone to talk to. I pray that you’ll be ok. And that god will reveal himself in you. God be with you

Restore us, O God Almighty; make your face shine upon us, that we may be saved.
—Psalm 80:7

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Isaiah 41:10

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Romans 12:2

Reject the thought to crash your car. You know the truth.

I have a reddit and facebook messenger group for people who are attacked by the enemy. Intrusive thoughts.

I struggle with intrusive thoughts. At some point recently I wanted to isolate myself because they were harmful to others.