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Umm i read something about Godly sorrow and Worldly sorrow. I wanted to know which one i fall under.
I backslid, for like 1 year or so. And then one day i woke up.. and went back to church. But i felt uncomfortable, and even though every one said that I was forgiven, i still feel so wicked. Like I sinned on purpose against God, like i smaked him in the face so i couldnt beleive he would forgive me, and i saw how evil i really am. I turned 360 from all those sins, threw everything out.. but sometimes i wonder.. is this becuase i am afraid to go to hell, or becuase i am sorry i hurt him?? or is it ok to be a bit of both,, i mean who isnt afraid to be on Gods bad side.
But ya.. I still feel really bad, and its been like a month or so already, but i heard that God puts it there.. and it will bear fruit in due season. And to rejoice in this time, becuase when i am restored i will bear much fruit, and not return to my sin. Any insight anyone. Godly sorrow Hurts too.. Its painful, kind of sharp in the heart..
I backslid, for like 1 year or so. And then one day i woke up.. and went back to church. But i felt uncomfortable, and even though every one said that I was forgiven, i still feel so wicked. Like I sinned on purpose against God, like i smaked him in the face so i couldnt beleive he would forgive me, and i saw how evil i really am. I turned 360 from all those sins, threw everything out.. but sometimes i wonder.. is this becuase i am afraid to go to hell, or becuase i am sorry i hurt him?? or is it ok to be a bit of both,, i mean who isnt afraid to be on Gods bad side.
But ya.. I still feel really bad, and its been like a month or so already, but i heard that God puts it there.. and it will bear fruit in due season. And to rejoice in this time, becuase when i am restored i will bear much fruit, and not return to my sin. Any insight anyone. Godly sorrow Hurts too.. Its painful, kind of sharp in the heart..
