Please pray for me, I don’t understand God anymore. I have no favor in any area of my life, I can’t seem to get better no matter how hard I try. I am broke, with two kids, living at my parents with my verbally and physically abusive dad. I cry out to god, I ask him for a better job for more money and to move out but it seems like he keeps me in the spot I’m at now ... I want to kill my self sometimes. It’s just not worth living anymore.