You are in my prayers. Lol, if it helps, two of my friends used to be deathly afraid of people and spent most of their time in their rooms. We met on the internet and it turned out they lived a few blocks away from me! Pretty soon, we started calling one another and then, after a long while, we met in person. I helped them overcome their fear through prayer and more visits and now, after a year, they are going to parties and stuff with me. So, hang in there! You'll be in my prayers!