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I feel like I'm losing out in life. I'm having a hard time keeping faithful to god because everyone around me seems to have stopped believing in God . They think not believing in God is making them happy. This bothers me some . I've been suffering from bipolar for a very long time and, when I see all these people around me not believing in God and there happy and living a successful lives it makes me feel like God is punishing me,because i'm if feel completely lost and depressed. I feel like my life is going out of control.This is not the only thing bothering me. The other thing that is bothering me is I have not seen my son in about a year and he just got dropped off with me by his mother about 2 weeks ago. I'm having a hard time trying to connect with him , and I'm trying to get stable on medicines for my bipolar which makes it even harder to connect with him like I would like too. His mother just dropped him off and left for a festival. Shes now thinking of leaving to travel for 3 months, and shes leaving him with me. All she does is want to have time to party and smoke Marijuana and drink. She even ended up calling someone who got me hooked on cocain and tried to rape me. She tried to get intouch with him . I don't know why she would do that. I really need a break in life. I'm sick of all the down feelings and hoplessness I feel in life at the moment. I feel like i'm not good at anything anymore not even praying to God. I would love to learn how to have strength through all my confusions in life. I really want to able to get over my bipolar disorder so I can get a job and keep it . I'm sick of being a losser and not being able to focus .
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I need a prayer that will help me to feel grounded in my life. I want to feel some comfort and joy . I want to be able to have strength again. Please pray for my life not to feel so Chaotic . I asked God for forgivness and a pray and talk to him all the time.I feel like I just need extra help. I'm lossing in life and I dont want to be a losser.
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I need a prayer that will help me to feel grounded in my life. I want to feel some comfort and joy . I want to be able to have strength again. Please pray for my life not to feel so Chaotic . I asked God for forgivness and a pray and talk to him all the time.I feel like I just need extra help. I'm lossing in life and I dont want to be a losser.