I usually worry about everyone else, make sure they are happy, healthy and get well when they are sick. I rarely take time to take care of myself. I have stomach and gallbladder problems and lately my heart seems at risk, I wake up scared, heart pounding, feeling warm and short of breath, I calm myself down and little by little I feel better but I need to go back to the doctor and I pray everything is ok. I know I need to lose weight, eat healthy and exercise. I want to live.