Rough time

I am going through a rough time these days. Recently i have been into the hospital, because we found out that i have diabetes. I lost 9kg (20 pounds). Extremly much for a boy who is like 1.81 meter. Diabetes means much to you life. Many thoughts of what you planned to do fall apart. You have to inject 4 times a day a dosis of insuline. You have to meassure sometimes. Than you have hypos and hypers, which are dangerous for you health and very hard.
The questions why i have this and how i should life on are constant on my mind. Also how i should go on with my study.
There is also this mess with food, i have to choose the right amounts of food. I also have celiac disease. So no grains too. So finding the right formula is very hard.
Then i also have the questions wheter God want me to be healed or not.
Right now when i am writing i am having another hypo.
Then i also have this fake feelings of a hypo. I feel a hypo often when i am tensed. Well i am tensed extremely sometimes and it costs me much energy. I come close to depressions sometimes. I am tired and weakened.
The tiredness brings me to a level i feel again more tense and then i am becoming more tired and more depressed.
Also i am experiencing some communication problems with my housemembers at my studylocation. So it brings up some stress. So i am rather not there while i have to pick up life.
Also i should be moving more, but it is hard for me because i feel like i fall everytime and i am tired.
I also need someone to understand me in real life and who can help me.

I hope some people are willing to pray for me. I am really lost and in desperate need of Gods help here.

Yes. I am a christian. I have hope for better times when we are reunited with Jesus. So hope is keeping me alive. In faith, because what God says is faithfull. And in love, so more people will trust in Jesus.

Thank you.

Gods plans for you are to prosper you, give you hope and a future, HE desires for you to be of good health. Sickness is from the enemy. Lord I pray that YOu show Conquer the plans you have for him, and take this diabetes and sickness from him Lord, that he would give YOU all the honor praise and glory! Let him be a witness of YOUR great love and faithfulness. In faith, I annoint him with YOUR oil. James 5:14-15
Psalm 91:3,5-6,10 Thank YOu Lord for YOUR healing, Lord remove anything on conquer that is not of YOU, put the full armor of God upon him, Eph 6, cover him with the precious blood of JEsus, and send him all YOUR angels to minister, guard , and guide him in all he does, let the HOly Fire of the Lord come upon him! Anoint him Lord, use him for YOUR glory!! thank You JEsus, we pray in YOUR name amen!

I'll be praying for you =D

Keep your faith alive! God is awesome and will always take care of you even though sometimes life gets extremely difficult to handle. I will keep you in my prayers! God bless you. <3

i no there is otheres out here with this and i am 1 of them i will pray for u every day that god will intervene for u and he will i am a bad dibetic myself and im going throught alotits so hard i stay so confessed im on a emotiomal roller coaster all the time so please pray for me to that god helps ne i dont ask for help from people much never did much they seem to fail u but i no god will not he promisedus that amen

Praying for you that God will just turn things around for you. I know how you feel in terms of health problems....as I myself have some fairly serious ones too that can affect my daily life. I have days like you where I am very very tired, feel there is no strength in my body, depression comes at times etc...and I have been through 3 years of this so far!!! Some days are rough and some days feel full of hope. Hold onto the days of Hope and know that God will not give you more than you can bear.

I really feel for you and will pray much for God to breakthrough in your situation.

Thank you for all the encouragement. I am currently still wrestling with being a diabetic for 4 months now. It is not easy... And i have deep respect for those who carry this for more than a few years. There are people who carry this from the beginning of their life. I am amazed. And it was my doom scenario. But i guess that i will go on. Thank you for praying. I really need Gods help.

conquer I said a prayer for you.

Hey I totally understand where you are coming from. I only discovered I was real ill 3 years ago....before that it was a long road of diagnosis.....then I found out it was a benign brain tumour causing huge problems and my shock is that it was caught just in time.....It was a LIFECHANGING experience and I am sure yours is right now.....it shakes your world doesn't it?

So it will take you time to get used to your current condition...and I say current because I always beleive there is room for God to heal us. Even though doctors have told me that a small piece of tumour will remain for life and pray it doesn't grow again....

I still beleive that God can work in my situation. I beleive He can still work on yours too........

In this next while, I just pray that God will give you strength and peace beyond your understanding. I pray that things will get much easier for you, that your body will settle down...that God would just heal you completely!!!

YOu will go on and you will feel God's strength........just keep trusting him and do not give up my friend