Ok, I seriously don’t understand how things can just get worse? I’ve been waiting for my paycheck, just got it in the mail yesterday, deposited it, woke up with morning with only 25 dollars in my account. The little money I had is gone. I’m on the phone with the bank and nobody seems to know where it came from. I can’t do this anymore. What’s the point of being alive when you can’t get ahead in life? I can barely provide for my kids, I am behind on all my bills, I’m going to lose my car, my credit is going to be terrible to get a decent interest rate if I have to get a new one, if I am even approved, I am just tired and overwhelmed. How can a God see all that that I’ve been going through and continue turning his ear on me when I pray? I’m afraid to pray. Because when I do things get worse.