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    Living in fear

    I don't see what's so funny about it.
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    Living in fear

    Thank you very much for your encouragement. I read once that Satan attacks Christians in proportion to their potential for greatness. In that case I must have a ton of it because I took a beating from him last night.
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    Living in fear

    Yes. But still. Thank you.
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    Living in fear

    I'm doing fine. My mom is back to her old self. No more cancer cells. She didn't seem nearly as concerned as I was, but when you hear the word "cancer" it's like a death knell.
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    Living in fear

    I feel like no matter what I do I just can't win. Everywhere I go the devil always seems one step ahead. I have no idea in frick what people mean when they say I shouldn't "rely on my own strength." I have no idea what a lot of things about faith mean. And I feel as though I'm the only one in...
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    Living in fear

    I know the chances for success are high, but the idea of possibly losing her, especially now, is just devastating to me. I've loved her and have been attached to her since before I can remember. I know she will eventually die and we'd be reunited in heaven, but I honestly don't care. I feel so...
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    Living in fear

    It's nothing too serious. At least I hope not.
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    Living in fear

    Everyone, if you would, please pray for my mom. She's having a cancer related surgery tomorrow and I'm afraid for her.
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    Living in fear

    My last grandparent is soon to die. We don't know when, but likely soon. So much for wanting to be grownup when we were kids. Nothing but tedious work to satisfy the insatiable god that is money. Everything has to be super serious otherwise you just embarrass yourself. Before you know it, a...
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    Living in fear

    I don't know. But thank you for your words.
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    Living in fear

    Nevertheless, God is not another human being.
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    Living in fear

    Really? That was the only reason God made Eve for Adam? Just to make babies? I thought it had something to do with the fact that it was not good for the man to be alone. I don't see anything about making babies.
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    Living in fear

    If only God can satisfy the lonely soul, why then did God create Eve for Adam, before the fall of Man?
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    Living in fear

    Wow, what a selfish and self-absorbed deity.
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    Living in fear

    This isn't about throwing a temper tantrum. This is about not having my most basic relationship needs met. Enough with this nonsense about 5 "spiritual" senses. I'm not having it anymore. Speak English to me. I've tried reaching out to God just for him. People, everything you tell me to try...
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    Living in fear

    I feel so mad right now. I feel like no matter what I do, I'll always, always be alone. I've been trying for years to make friends, I've been praying for years to make friends, and nothing. NOTHING. Apparently God just wants me all to himself. Well, he'd better get used to me not talking to him...
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    Chronically lonely

    Yay, I'm gonna have to wait till I'm dead and gone to a place that's completely unfamiliar and I'm not looking forward to at all, just to have relief.
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    Chronically lonely

    It's like every time I plan something with anyone, it always ends up with rescheduling and more waiting. I don't know why I bother reaching out to anyone in my life since everyone is always, always busy.
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    Living in fear

    I don't expect you to answer all my questions. Thank you for the offer.
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    Living in fear

    More like on the spectrum. I'm high-functioning.