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    Sometimes I get doubtful

    I mostly live for God in a probably bad way..... I feel like I've given up on things when I was atheist. It all seemed unworthy of the pain. But then when I heard someone as big as God would love me, I felt so excited and I just threw myself onto Him and I felt as if the love was returned...
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    How to make progress....

    How do I make progress? I feel like other Christians do so well and I take so long. I don’t read bible, and pray so much or read sermons so much. Do I focus on wrong things compared to other Christians? Do I worry so much about “how” or do I think too much on thinking? I think to myself...
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    Losing faith

    Honestly sometimes I just wish it was all over. I just want to forget about God and end myself.
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    “Who are you?” Writing

    Who are you? GASP. My old thoughts are coughed out as if coughing out water after being saved from drowning. My body felt like a corpse before, and now I really feel like I can breathe... Suddenly I’m warmed by your voice. “I love you.” My eyes widen, as I stand frozen, paralyzed in...
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    I wish I didn’t exist

    I get so tired of everything at times I wish nothing existed. I wish all the pain and confusion would go away and nothing would exist. I know God loves me, but Christianity itself gets annoying at times. Conspiracy theories, false doctrines, knowing who to trust or not. If I said I didn’t want...
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    How do I fear and love God?

    How can I love and fear God? I’m advance, I’m sorry for how rebellious and foolish I act. I’ve been so confused and hope in venting someone can help me understand, so I can grow in my relationship with Jesus. Before I met God, I was scared of existence and a coward when it came to pain...
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    I worry so much about unsaved

    I guess it’s just if God exists, Hell exists. For extreme good there has to be extreme bad. For me, I could find comfort in God. Even if I struggle, he can help me find out things with Him. I guess sometimes I worry if I’m saved or not, but for the most part I want to dedicate my life to God...
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    How to be saved?

    How I know I’m saved? I feel as if I say I need God in my life, but rely a lot on sinful things to try to run away from my problems. I’m very ignorant, and in my anxiety, I have hid away from God not reading the Bible as much as I should have so sorry for my foolishness, I’m hoping I can get...
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    Waiting too long to seek God

    I keep waiting so long for everything to be so easy and clear. God helps me get awareness about problems but I still don’t do enough. God helps me learn things, and I write them down but then I don’t practice them, I go back to sin, waiting to go to God when I “learn enough”. It’s wrong...
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    Not doing enough to seek God comparing myself

    I feel so inactive in actually going to God. I say constantly how much of good idea it is but I don’t do it. I constantly feel nervous of really handing my life over to God when it really is the best choice and I just don’t know what’s wrong with me. I feel so annoying making another post, but I...
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    Lying to myself in comfort zone

    I’ve been making meaningless fights against truth just to stay in my comfort zone. I get stuck in denial for so long lying to myself saying, “I don’t need God to be satisfied,” “I can go to God later” just because I’m so selfish caring about my own sinful wants. I feel stuck in this...
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    Feeling so apathetic and cold

    (Sorry this appears disorganized and bad. Some stuff I’ve talked about from some of my last posts are here, I just want to try to piece everything together because I have been so confused.) Apart of me has always been so eager to give up. I keep saying to myself I just don’t feel like “that...
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    How do I let go of sin?

    I feel stuck shutting God out. And ignoring Him. I talk to Him last second only when it’s convenient and I constantly try to distract myself. I usually talk to God in the shower and before I sleep, but only because it’s convenient for me and I’m so two faced. It feels difficult going to God...
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    Apathetic and hopeless

    I know what I should do in seeking God but I feel like I can’t move. At times I want to stay in sin, God tells me the truth, but I don’t listen, I stay in distractions lifeless and apathetic in life like a zombie. Why am I so numb and lazy to do anything? I wouldn’t want to try to live if not...
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    How do i choose God when i feel mentally unstable?

    How do I choose God? (sorry this is unorganized and long) Hi. I’ve been afraid a lot of myself. I love Jesus and I’ve been close to him, but I’ve been getting so distracted at home by technology and addictions. I feel like I give up so easily, and when I do, God wakes me up from my sin hours...
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    Feeling weak from anxiety and trust issues

    Life has felt like it's been falling apart. Apathy keeps me from wanting to actually live life, and anxiety keeps me shaking as if I'm getting shocked constantly. I wanted to escape these feelings of self hatred and harm have come back. Now, while my thoughts are chaotic, all could manage are...
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    Fear over predestination

    The verses over predestination, have left me very nervous the more I have thought of them. Out of everyone God could chooses why did he choose me? It certainly isn’t based on how I am, I am sinner and don’t deserve his love. And yet he chose me to give me the desire to spend my life with him...
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    I want to go to God, but I feel so bad...

    I want to go to God, but I'm worried about how much i get in the way. Because with temptations i get so selfish and distracted. Sometimes I wish i didn't exist because I won't be with him and be as focused as i want to be because of how bad i am. I wish i didn't have the power to make decisions...
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    Stuck being distracted

    I've felt so distracted in life away from homework, simple chores and most importantly, God. I've hated myself for that and I've felt like a constant danger to myself because of this. God is always ready for me to go to him, but at the end, it's my own foolishness that decides to go to...
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    I feel messy from suicidal thoughts.

    If God didn't exist, I'd rather kill myself than go through pain of life. Because of that, I won't ever kill myself because I know he exists and trying something is just way to risky. On bad times where I forget about how valuable God's love is, I fear of Hell if i kill myself and that's the...