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have nowhere to share my thoughts. no one to talk to anymore. this is just about the most depressed ive ever been for such a long time. i feel empty. my life has no point. idontknowhow2save it. i pray every day for God's succor. dead inside. extremely lonely. 34 yrs old wasting my life. my hopes...

My dramatic reading and visual montage of T.S. Eliot's "Ash Wednesday," a complex and lengthy poem composed in 1930 around the time of the famous modernist poet's conversion to Christianity. Through allusive imagery and evocative figures of speech the six sections of the poem creatively express...

IM NOT SEEKING PITY I AM ACTIVELY SEEKING THE LORD AND I NEED GUIDANCE AND I WANT LORD TO GUIDE ME IN EVERY WAY I NEED TO FIND A CHURCH AND A LOVING CHRISTIAN COMMUNITY LORD HELP ME DIRECT MY PATHS IN ALL WAYS IT IS NOT MY INTENTION TO SOUND SHRIEKING DISTRESS ALARMS AND FREAK PEOPLE OUT OR...

I'm offering this prayer up myself and find that it is an amazing prayer that echoes so much of the prayers I have made in recent months, yet with so much more powerful. I'm sharing this with others who feel they are being held back by certain forces in your life, possibly dark forces of Satan...

I think im seriously ruined forever. Nowordscansay enough. Imstuckhamstrungbraindeademptydriedupdestroyed. Ravaged. below rock bottom no tiny glimpse of light i thinkimfreakin demolished. Seriously. Nojoke. INEEDHELP.SOS.SOS. N the darkest place. Extremely isolated lonely broke in dire financial...

Hello friends, I am sorry there is so much doom and gloom from me and I seriously would like to be more actively involved with this online community in a way that could help me make closer connections and establish more regular communication. I apologize for not yet responding to all of those...

Ladies and Gentlemen look i know i ramble on and rave like a morbidly crazed self-absorbed melancholiac stuck marinating in an eternal pity-party catered by my own self-sustained prison. i dont want to do the wrong thing i hunger to do the right thing. i am pouring out the words. i lack company...

Pity i can predict the rest of my lonely life it’s a given i will be alone till i die im a failure about to turn 34 i am stuck with nothing to be proud of nothing to feel positive about nothing to look forward to. Finding love is an impossible pipe dream for me. The impossible unexpected...

Lord I need to jettison now and forever all the filthy garbage that depraves my thoughts and sucks me down the vortex of crazed carnal sickness. Lord strengthen me, buttress me in my walk every day, that I may walk steadfast in obedience and devout faithfulness. May my life be honoring to You...

Cantar del alma que se huelga de conocer a Dios por fe (Song of the soul that rejoices in knowing God by faith) by St. John of the Cross For I know well the spring that flows andruns, although it is night. That eternal spring is hidden, for I know well where it has its rise, although it is...

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace: where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; where there is sadness, joy. O divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be...

nothing but deadness inside me. stuck on empty. suffocating sterility. all is pointless and predictable. im rotting. i have no idea how i will ever make it out of the slump, or if i ever will crawl back out of this isolated airless hole. all is darkness and void. im dying and crying inside. I...

Lord flatline braindamage solitude poverty pathetic disgusting existence i am languishing in hobbling along blindly. Christ only You are the Answer. left holed up inside the isolated darkness inhaling this toxic miasma i die slowly statuesque numb with no verve no vibe no life no purpose please...

As I limp along sluggishly in this super bleak, low period of my life, devoting myself now to having true faith, still battling my own inner demons (and trying to extricate my mind from a fascination with real demons, seeking signs of the spiritual world with such intensity has led me to even...

Lord Almighty, I'm in a lot of trouble, hemmed in on sides by mountainous difficulties and heaps of unanswered questions. In terms of the practical world and my serious need for $ asap I feel clueless. Awkward precarious position. Cant be high school teacher again, not qualified for most good...

non je suis pas bien.

Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus- Thank you for preserving my life, my health, and my ardent desire to seek you in this extremely difficult time. Thank your for the gifts I have, which I hope to use very soon with the restoration of strength, energy, and my livelihood. Thank you for my dog, my...

No poetry. No fancy language. I'm going broke. My spirit is drained. Constantly stifled by depression. I've been cut off from everything for too long. cant figure out how to get back into the game. i am languishing with no clue how or when this period of super lonely inertia will end. every...

Lord, simple frank prayer from depths of heart. Feel stuck. In the mire. In the quicksand. Life is stagnant, barren. Feel like I'm going nowhere. Take over my life. Seize the steering wheel. Drive me according to Thy Will. Going broke. I've hit a wall. Don't know how to get out of this mess...

Christ Almighty, the words tremble forth from my crippled, destitute heart... Hear me O God, let us commune. Full disclosure. I want nothing kept secret. I want nothing but absolute, unbridled communication between You O Heavenly Father and me. Indeed I am a filthy and wretched creature. my...