I have been taking it one day at a time. I have been experiencing quite a bit of anxiety lately. I believe it is due to the many demands that are placed on me where I live. I'm not an alcoholic but I'm starting to want to drink more to counteract my problems. I am mentally ill also. I have put in a housing application elsewhere so hopefully something will happen soon. I currently do not have any support from others when it comes to my mental illness so hopefully I will be moving. I use to worship and pray so many hours a day but the family member where I live on most occassions come out the room hollering at me for no reason. After several long months of praying and reading my bible regularly I just feel like is God worthy of any praise first thing in the morning. I'm just tired and have taken all I can take. I'm just ready to move out and far away.