part 4 i hope this will help all who read may to God be all the glory

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said early in my story when my aunt had said that during prayer she felt like we would have a little girl. she never said God told her she just said maybe she felt that inside. That we would have a little girl and that was 2 months before I ever moved to Tennessee. Then here out of carries mouth is what was told to me 2 months before). How amazing is God that is our God now for the time of my story until now I loved her and my son so much with and unconditional love.

There were sometimes she would be sweet and times she would be so mean, it did not matter cause of the love God gave me would holding me firm. I will tell you it has now been three and a half months since she and my son were gone there have been a lot of tears and lonely nights. When I thought God did not seem to be there he was holding me, whenever things got bad, he would always give me someone or something that would build me up. Therefore, after that, I moved in and she was kind of up and down. That first Friday she took me out at the end of that day when she dropped me off she gave me a big kiss and remembered that thought, that had been in my head that I would never kiss her again like that (you see that was the enemy saying that). She was still wearing the ring I gave her but still not wanting to work it out and that hurt. she was only wearing the ring as a fashion statement I believe she loved me inside but love herself now and her old life and she wanted only what she wanted. Its ok my God is an awesome God but it still hurt I still had tears but I am still standing. I do not have a car and I have not found a job but I will say I am in the word of God day and night learning to trust him. some days I get to see her and my son when God lets me see her and my son even if it is for only a minute I cherish it in my heart and hold on too it always. It is hard but you can never give up David said in Psalms 42:11 why art thou cast down oh my soul? And why art thou disquieted within me? Hope thou in God for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God. What did is saying is he is speaking to himself. Saying why are you down David wake up put you trust in the lord.

I will not Give up how can you Give up on a God that created me and you and all that is in heaven and earth? God has brought me to far too leave me in the valley. Like Joshua said in Joshua 7:7 why have you brought us over the Jordon to be killed by our enemies. She has been there to let me use her car sometimes. She really was loving to me the night she stopped to see our son. I was watching him because she had to me at work early. She came in and sat on the bed to feed him well I was hoping Joyce Meyers was on well right as she sat down to feed him Joyce Meyers had just started. She connects with her I think. Well she left but was really loving then Saturday she picked up our son and then I did not see her or our son until Wednesday. I did not get to take him to church. After that, she got real stand offish, one day sweet and loving then nothing well I found out she has a boyfriend. My God is bigger my hope is in him I love her and our son so much with God’s love and that is unconditional love I weep whenever they leave . I love my son and if I love my son, the best thing I could give him is growing up with his mommy and daddy in a home that loves god. I love her so much I could turn and find another girl but in my heart, it would not be right. As I look back at all, the Lord has done in the last 4 months how could I give up. I will stand in my faith in God for my family. There are too many unmarried couples with babies that just give up. Get right with God start believing in him turn your eyes off the situation get married and put God first your family.

There are too many families being torn apart because of sin they are not married they love everything but themselves and now these babies are growing up in drugs and parties and they are being killed or molested everything. If you love your children, talk to your spouse believe God get your life right with him. You will watch your life change and the joy that will come in to your heart. You see in all that God has done I can’t imagine he did all this to leave me with a divided family no job no car? I am still standing in faith that God will turn it around and not only will he restore my family so my son will grow up with his mother and father in a godly home. I am praying for her salvation and that god will fill her with the love he filled me with and will use all that has happened for his glory. I love her unconditionally now no matter what has been done I will open my arms and hold her. I will tell her I love her with tears in my eye! That is the love God has given me. Sometimes she still will say she loves me but it does not look good in the natural. That is when God steps in when it looks like it is over; it is never over until God says it is over. I have to say King David had to fight the philistines. He prayed to god to help him they were outnumbered and everything.
When it was all over god came in and wiped out the enemies with a flood and King David named that place bal prism it means the (God of breakthroughs). He will give me a break through like a flood. so please pray for me Carrie and my son for my family I have been believing all this from the time she left me till now. I am still standing has been 4 months but in that time I have been saved delivered and set free and filled with God’s love an unconditional love. That is the love I have now for her and my son. Please pray for my family I pray God will give the greatest miracle, that would be her salvation, and our family restored. I cannot believe that in all that he has done, it would end like that, but it will not our God is a faithful and loving full of grace and mercy. I had a second vision about two months after she left me. That was so real again it was like the first one but this time she was standing in front of me crying I said what is wrong and I woke up heart pounding just like the first one. Now I have had it in mind my mind but I was not looking for scriptures on visions I had asked God to show me what it meant but that is it. On 06/03/09, I was looking for scriptures on walk, walking, wait, waiting on God. Well I left my laptop outside and when I went back to get it. When I went to pick it up, this verse stood out to me. It was Habakkuk 2:33 the verse that was given to me was concerning a vision. It said “for the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry wait for it because it will surely come it will not tarry”.

When that was given to me I asked God if this is from you, and then you will give me someone who will tell me what the verse means. Then 4 days later on Sunday right after church. I was asked to sit down with the pastor, we talked, and then the book of Habakkuk was brought up. He told me what it meant it the vision that Habakkuk had was the lord bringing telling him that he was restoring his people bringing them back to the lord. The vision was telling me he was bringing her back. That he was restoring what tried to destroy. If you have not accepted Jesus Christ as your lord and savior and maybe you need help you, need a miracle ask him in your heart and see the love I am talking about. One day I was reading my bible and I caught the end of a short story on seven hundred club. The scene was in a dinner a man came in and sat down on a bar stool there was a waitress and there was a young boy maybe 12 years old sitting to the left of the man. There was another man sitting in a booth behind him there was a cook in the grill area. The man on the bar stool did not have much money he asked the waitress how much a grilled cheese sandwich? Cost she said 2.00 he looked at his money and saw that he would not have enough so he asked how much a muffin cost she said 1 dollar he looked at her and said I will have one muffin she said no grill cheese he said not today. Therefore, she gave him his muffin the man looked at the little boy and smiled. The person in the booth his food was ready so the waitress took it to him. The man was mad and said it was burnt he started to yell at her she said I will get another one he yelled back and said I am not paying for it. she picked up his plate shaking and took it back when the waitress turned around she so the man on the stool walking out the door and saw a dollar on the counter she looked at the boy and they both started smiling as she was the man crossed the street she could only smile. The man only had 2 dollars. In all that had happen, she was upset until she thought about that man and smiled you see God is always there even in the smallest ways to lift us up. If you do not have, your life right with him and watch your life change and the joy that will come in to your heart.

The meaning of our names
Richard means powerful
Carrie means melody
Samuel means god hears
when they are all together they say “a powerful melody God Hears”