Back somewhere closer to the day of my salvation, guessing 2 months after I got saved, I think I had vague awareness of Jesus saying "my child, enough said" while I was venting on paper about struggles
I'm not even sure how I sensed Jesus, and ... if I were to guess at the hand gesture, it's probably laying his hand on my shoulder as if trying to calm me while trying to assure me "my child, enough said"
for a long time, I didn't feel any of that, for reasons I'm not sure of, but I sensed it once back then and almost forgot about it