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that lately, has been so weak and drifting away from God.
And I miss God. I have been dating this Christian boy and has been sweet to me, but he has distracted me from God. I feel ashamed for it, and I feel saddened about it. I thought and thought about it when I walked my Dog and ended up coming home crying and praying to God to forgive me for putting him first. I missed waking up and talking to God, talking to him and going to sleep. Reading the bible constantly. But its so weird, this relationship with my boyfriend makes me feel ashamed to speak to God, because I know God isn't in front of him.
I prayed and told God I trust him to get me and boyfriend to be stronger as young Christians, and to have him centered in our relationship as its supposed to be intended. Because after all, we decided to be together because we love God and ended up liking each other for it.
I haven't spoken to my boyfriend because this occurred about an hour ago, but as soon as he gets out of work I will speak to him about it, in which of course he won't flip out about it since its what we wanted in the first place.
So I ask you all to pray for me. I ask for strength from God, to let God make my boyfriend Jay strong as well, both together strong and to help us not drift away from God.
God bless you all,
And I miss God. I have been dating this Christian boy and has been sweet to me, but he has distracted me from God. I feel ashamed for it, and I feel saddened about it. I thought and thought about it when I walked my Dog and ended up coming home crying and praying to God to forgive me for putting him first. I missed waking up and talking to God, talking to him and going to sleep. Reading the bible constantly. But its so weird, this relationship with my boyfriend makes me feel ashamed to speak to God, because I know God isn't in front of him.
I prayed and told God I trust him to get me and boyfriend to be stronger as young Christians, and to have him centered in our relationship as its supposed to be intended. Because after all, we decided to be together because we love God and ended up liking each other for it.
I haven't spoken to my boyfriend because this occurred about an hour ago, but as soon as he gets out of work I will speak to him about it, in which of course he won't flip out about it since its what we wanted in the first place.
So I ask you all to pray for me. I ask for strength from God, to let God make my boyfriend Jay strong as well, both together strong and to help us not drift away from God.
God bless you all,
