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Hi everyone, I am a 15 year old boy from Malaysia. Before I start I would just like to let you know that I have never/and never will get involved with dark arts such as magic/witchcraft. Alright so the past few days I am having a real struggle in my mind as I feel guilty for experimenting with Telekinesis (the ability to move objects with your mind). Ok so it all started a few weeks back, I was bored and became curious about this, so I did some research on the internet, ending up with a few videos and tutorials on telekinesis. Okay, all the tutorials stat that you have to "concentrate/focus/visualize" on the object in order to make it move. Which thinking about it right now, it is a bunch of crap because if concentration was to be the key for unlocking the ability , then how about during exams where all of us are really concentrating on our exams , but do the exam paper move ? no. Continuing, so the tutorial also recommended to try it on a "psi-wheel" which basically is a paper folded into somewhat like an origami, and once you fold it, you'll have to unfold it so that you will get all the folded lines on the paper, then you need to use a needle/toothpick to poke it into the center of the paper and then poke the needle/toothpick into a eraser so that everything would balance and the paper would be able to rotate.
I was curious(but I was never obsessed in it ) so I tried it, I made a psi-wheel by tearing out a piece of paper and using a needle and a eraser. I lowered down the volume of my television, and I lowered down the speed of the fan in the living room. So i tried to concentrate and move it, first I guess it did not move, but then when I relocate the paper to be a little unbalanced by positioning the paper right on top of the needle, once I did that , I guess that paper rotated immediately, then as I stopped "concentrating", the paper did not stop. Then what I think I did next was i went to switch off the fan completely, and the paper seemed to be stopping , but then I was not convinced with it at all, so I stopped the experiment.
Now this may seem stupid. But then the next day I went to school and told my friends about it, and as they were typical teens, they tried it but failed just like me. Okay then , I went did some research on "whether is Telekinesis is a sin", most of the answers were "It doesn't exists, therefore it could not be a sin". Then I came across a christian site saying about "The Occult". It was listing down all the abilities and stuff that are considered to be occult, and I saw Telekinesis, telepathy, yoga , magic, sorcery, drugs etc. Although I know that all the stuff listed was done through some sort of spell/magic and I was sure that I did not practice any magic to make things move but yet I kinda freaked out and I felt very upset.
So I asked my brother, cousins, auntie and friends, my bro said it was demonic but he also said my experiment is nothing (although today he says my experiment is a sin which I guess that he got frustrated with me asking him the same question over and over again). My cousin said that maybe those people who are able to archive it use magic but she also said my experiment was nothing and its not a sin. My friends said the same as well. My auntie said the same but she gave a more scientific answer saying that it was all a bunch of bull and even if it moved with the fan completely off, it can still be caused by gravity and the air particles around us. And I though of something else, If you had saw my introduction, you would know that I am a Christian but have to put up a show to my mom that I am a Hindu, so because of that I was forced to tie a hindu string around my hand. Then I though could it be the string that caused the movement ?! So I asked my cousins and brother whom I asked previously whether if it the string was the cause of the movement, again they said no as its just a string which is a false believe for the hindus.
But Overall most of them advised me not to try it again because they say the more I try something impossible, the more I would failed and that would get me tempted to use dark arts to make the impossible into possible. But I am not the kind of person who is obsessed with it and I would never get into sorcery and magic.
Even though I am convinced its not a sin, but I still feel very upset for experimenting it. I sometimes shear tears and and I have exams next week, but I just can't concentrate with my current state of mind. I know that I have never practiced any sorcery/ magic, the only thing that I have done worst so far was to believe in the idols when I was young due to my parents (I remember when I was around 3-4 years old, I actually asked to the hindu "god" for science fiction powers), but other than that, I have already chose the right path and that is in christianity ( even when I was experimenting telekinesis, I was praying to jesus saying : "I can do All Things To Christ" and I was praying just to be hopeful ) .
And My Hindu Mom was not helping at all, she said it moved because of my mind, and I should not try it because it would weaken my concentration span =,= .
But seriously everyone, PLEASE help me out, this issue is making me astray
Was my experiment very wrong and was it a sin ? and plus I had searched for tutorials on telekinesis and transvection(levitation/flying), although I only experimented with telekinesis and there werent any tutorials on levitation ... still is searching for the tutorials on that considered a sin as well ?!! I know I am getting a little paranoid about this but PLEASE HELP MEEEEEEEE !!!!!!
I was curious(but I was never obsessed in it ) so I tried it, I made a psi-wheel by tearing out a piece of paper and using a needle and a eraser. I lowered down the volume of my television, and I lowered down the speed of the fan in the living room. So i tried to concentrate and move it, first I guess it did not move, but then when I relocate the paper to be a little unbalanced by positioning the paper right on top of the needle, once I did that , I guess that paper rotated immediately, then as I stopped "concentrating", the paper did not stop. Then what I think I did next was i went to switch off the fan completely, and the paper seemed to be stopping , but then I was not convinced with it at all, so I stopped the experiment.
Now this may seem stupid. But then the next day I went to school and told my friends about it, and as they were typical teens, they tried it but failed just like me. Okay then , I went did some research on "whether is Telekinesis is a sin", most of the answers were "It doesn't exists, therefore it could not be a sin". Then I came across a christian site saying about "The Occult". It was listing down all the abilities and stuff that are considered to be occult, and I saw Telekinesis, telepathy, yoga , magic, sorcery, drugs etc. Although I know that all the stuff listed was done through some sort of spell/magic and I was sure that I did not practice any magic to make things move but yet I kinda freaked out and I felt very upset.
So I asked my brother, cousins, auntie and friends, my bro said it was demonic but he also said my experiment is nothing (although today he says my experiment is a sin which I guess that he got frustrated with me asking him the same question over and over again). My cousin said that maybe those people who are able to archive it use magic but she also said my experiment was nothing and its not a sin. My friends said the same as well. My auntie said the same but she gave a more scientific answer saying that it was all a bunch of bull and even if it moved with the fan completely off, it can still be caused by gravity and the air particles around us. And I though of something else, If you had saw my introduction, you would know that I am a Christian but have to put up a show to my mom that I am a Hindu, so because of that I was forced to tie a hindu string around my hand. Then I though could it be the string that caused the movement ?! So I asked my cousins and brother whom I asked previously whether if it the string was the cause of the movement, again they said no as its just a string which is a false believe for the hindus.
But Overall most of them advised me not to try it again because they say the more I try something impossible, the more I would failed and that would get me tempted to use dark arts to make the impossible into possible. But I am not the kind of person who is obsessed with it and I would never get into sorcery and magic.
Even though I am convinced its not a sin, but I still feel very upset for experimenting it. I sometimes shear tears and and I have exams next week, but I just can't concentrate with my current state of mind. I know that I have never practiced any sorcery/ magic, the only thing that I have done worst so far was to believe in the idols when I was young due to my parents (I remember when I was around 3-4 years old, I actually asked to the hindu "god" for science fiction powers), but other than that, I have already chose the right path and that is in christianity ( even when I was experimenting telekinesis, I was praying to jesus saying : "I can do All Things To Christ" and I was praying just to be hopeful ) .
And My Hindu Mom was not helping at all, she said it moved because of my mind, and I should not try it because it would weaken my concentration span =,= .
But seriously everyone, PLEASE help me out, this issue is making me astray
Was my experiment very wrong and was it a sin ? and plus I had searched for tutorials on telekinesis and transvection(levitation/flying), although I only experimented with telekinesis and there werent any tutorials on levitation ... still is searching for the tutorials on that considered a sin as well ?!! I know I am getting a little paranoid about this but PLEASE HELP MEEEEEEEE !!!!!! 