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Hi everyone. I became a born again Christian 2 years ago today. I'm 52 and have many years of sinning experience. I've been baptized, I belong and very involved with my church. I even volunteer at a troubled youth centre. I have read the bible ( there is stuff I scoff at ) and some other readings. I pray on way to work as well. My wife and 2 teenage sons are not involved and I'm trying not to push them. Why am I telling you this? Cause I feel like a fraud and am not sure if I process the holy spirt in my heart. I still have lust in my heart, anger, and many of my previous dark issues. I did quit drugs and booze but if I was offered drugs, I'm pretty sure I would do them ( loved and still miss snorting pain killers) I don't know what to do....