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Hi, everybody......(being the new kid on the block)
I am asking for a prayer request.....for myself.
The past year I've realized that I'm restricted from any further employment within the United States, due to bad credit. The reason I have bad credit is due to severe illnesses in the past 5 years.
I've had several blood clots.....a bout with atrial fibrilation and diverticulitis.
I WAS working in the local V.A., but thought it better for me to put in my Retirement. Being I worked for the V.A.for 15 years. Plus having worked for the State Of Floridafor 15 years.
Anyway....I put in my Retirement from the V.A. It's better I do this voluntarily.....,rather than be
"terminated" with an 'Abuse of Time' write-up on my record.
These illnesses led to my falling behind on my bills (medical included). Which in turn, did its damage to my credit.
Now, whenever I apply for ANY job, I am not hired because of my bad credit.
I'm not claiming to be a victim......no I realize that I'm 90% responsible.
I contacted the creditors in the past about theses debts, but they insisted on paying the "total" amount. Which I definitely cannot afford.
I WANT to find work, so I can start making payments on these bills. (In spite of the fact thay they want "the whole amount, at one time).
But, due to the new laws (specifically the FCRA law), ALL employers now check for credit before even considering hiring someone.
By the way......FCRA stands for Fair Credit Reporting Act
So, as it turns out, I cannot get a job with bad credit. But, I also cannot repair my bad credit without a job.
And, according to Governmental and State Laws, suicide is against the law (technically, it's against the Bible as well).
I've been praying about ....somehow....being able to get back to work.......................
But, I'm caught in the middle. Society considers people like me "trash....thieves...undesirables".
But, Society also plays the other side of the fence at the same time.......they consider it illegal to
commit suicide. They're tyring to have it both ways. Which they can't. Society doesn't want people like me around, yet they won't let go.
I know it's wrong to commit suicide....but my life , now, is that much closer to being worhtless to anyone....much less myself.
And there's no one to help with this situation. I'm having a hard time trying to handle the situation myself. And, this situation IS greater than me/myself.
Down here is Florida, it seems that everyone is supposed to be self-reliant. If you're not "self-reliant", than you're definitely on your own........."
I continue reading Proverbs daily....for the instruction it gives.
And, help finding employment is on my prayer list.
garystan
I am asking for a prayer request.....for myself.
The past year I've realized that I'm restricted from any further employment within the United States, due to bad credit. The reason I have bad credit is due to severe illnesses in the past 5 years.
I've had several blood clots.....a bout with atrial fibrilation and diverticulitis.
I WAS working in the local V.A., but thought it better for me to put in my Retirement. Being I worked for the V.A.for 15 years. Plus having worked for the State Of Floridafor 15 years.
Anyway....I put in my Retirement from the V.A. It's better I do this voluntarily.....,rather than be
"terminated" with an 'Abuse of Time' write-up on my record.
These illnesses led to my falling behind on my bills (medical included). Which in turn, did its damage to my credit.
Now, whenever I apply for ANY job, I am not hired because of my bad credit.
I'm not claiming to be a victim......no I realize that I'm 90% responsible.
I contacted the creditors in the past about theses debts, but they insisted on paying the "total" amount. Which I definitely cannot afford.
I WANT to find work, so I can start making payments on these bills. (In spite of the fact thay they want "the whole amount, at one time).
But, due to the new laws (specifically the FCRA law), ALL employers now check for credit before even considering hiring someone.
By the way......FCRA stands for Fair Credit Reporting Act
So, as it turns out, I cannot get a job with bad credit. But, I also cannot repair my bad credit without a job.
And, according to Governmental and State Laws, suicide is against the law (technically, it's against the Bible as well).
I've been praying about ....somehow....being able to get back to work.......................
But, I'm caught in the middle. Society considers people like me "trash....thieves...undesirables".
But, Society also plays the other side of the fence at the same time.......they consider it illegal to
commit suicide. They're tyring to have it both ways. Which they can't. Society doesn't want people like me around, yet they won't let go.
I know it's wrong to commit suicide....but my life , now, is that much closer to being worhtless to anyone....much less myself.
And there's no one to help with this situation. I'm having a hard time trying to handle the situation myself. And, this situation IS greater than me/myself.
Down here is Florida, it seems that everyone is supposed to be self-reliant. If you're not "self-reliant", than you're definitely on your own........."
I continue reading Proverbs daily....for the instruction it gives.
And, help finding employment is on my prayer list.
garystan
