Showers of tears or grace

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GM777

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As some of you know from my prior posts, I have been having episodes of severe mood swings and anger towards God. Some have suggested it could be demonic oppression while others have suggested possible bipolar disorder. I was at it again last night, and as I was having a meltdown, I felt as if water was lightly raining on my head. I thought to myself that it was probably just in my mind or maybe even God's tears as I always assume I'm one day away from being blotted out of the Book of Life. When I went into the bathroom later in the night, I put my hand on my head and there were water droplets, confirming my suspicion. I assumed they were the tears of a grieving God watching a child overtaken by darkness. This morning as I was deleting my email account, however, I came across an email a prophet had sent me months ago that said something along the lines of, "Arise my son for I am showering you with my grace." It made me wonder if even in the midst of my wickedness, God's response was not tears but a showering of grace. I still don't know, but I do know there are no leaks in this house and it was not raining. Any thoughts?
 
Toska

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Can you talk to your pastor or someone in your church that you trust?
 
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GM777

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Hi there. No, I don't have a church yet which is why I like to seek answers here. I suppose in the future a trusted
pastor would be a good place to go. Thank you for your response and advice
 
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GM777

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I just wonder what to make of these events. I suppose the mood swings could be bipolar related or from brain damage following years of psychotropic medication usage and being off for only a year and a half. I believe it may take time for the brain to re-wire off the medication, but it could also be demonic oppression, or a combination? I did experience this following usage of the ouija board, and I often wonder if they try to come back to see if the house is swept clean or not as Scripture talks about when a demon wanders after being cast out. As far as the drops go, not sure what to think. It's comforting to think of the prophet's words, but I am not 100% convinced this is necessarily what they were. Strange how the Gospel comes alive, though. Some days it is surreal
 
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djness

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Were you sweating?
 
blue_ladybug

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GM777 said:
As some of you know from my prior posts, I have been having episodes of severe mood swings and anger towards God. Some have suggested it could be demonic oppression while others have suggested possible bipolar disorder. I was at it again last night, and as I was having a meltdown, I felt as if water was lightly raining on my head. I thought to myself that it was probably just in my mind or maybe even God's tears as I always assume I'm one day away from being blotted out of the Book of Life. When I went into the bathroom later in the night, I put my hand on my head and there were water droplets, confirming my suspicion. I assumed they were the tears of a grieving God watching a child overtaken by darkness. This morning as I was deleting my email account, however, I came across an email a prophet had sent me months ago that said something along the lines of, "Arise my son for I am showering you with my grace." It made me wonder if even in the midst of my wickedness, God's response was not tears but a showering of grace. I still don't know, but I do know there are no leaks in this house and it was not raining. Any thoughts?
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GM777, first of all, let me tell you that you cannot be "blotted out of the book of life." If you know God and you believe in him, there is no way he would ever erase your name out of his book!!
When we hurt, God hurts. When we cry, he cries with us. He knows the pain and torment you are going through right now. Jesus went through a much more painful torment on the cross when he died for us. Compare your pain to the overwhelming pain he felt being nailed and hanging on the cross. Your pain does'nt even come close to his suffering!! God indeed is showering you with his grace, and love, and mercy!! He wants you to let go of your anger, he is more than willing to take this burden from you if you ask him to, BUT you have to be strong enough to admit that you cant do this by yourself and you need his help.
God uses many things to get our attention focused back on him, yes even using water to shower us! Lol. :)

Do you feel as if you're truly undergoing demonic attack?? If so, we have the power to rebuke Satan in Jesus name. I dont think there's an official prayer for it, but you could say something like this: "Satan I command you in Jesus name to leave me alone, and stop invading my thoughts and emotions! I command you in Jesus name out of my life and out of my house. I command you in Jesus name to go back to hell from where you came".
Something along those lines.

If you feel that you are manic or bi-polar, then I would definitely consult with a doctor. There are meds you could take to alleviate the mood swings. Hope this helps. Good luck. :)
 
blue_ladybug

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GM777 said:
I just wonder what to make of these events. I suppose the mood swings could be bipolar related or from brain damage following years of psychotropic medication usage and being off for only a year and a half. I believe it may take time for the brain to re-wire off the medication, but it could also be demonic oppression, or a combination? I did experience this following usage of the ouija board, and I often wonder if they try to come back to see if the house is swept clean or not as Scripture talks about when a demon wanders after being cast out. As far as the drops go, not sure what to think. It's comforting to think of the prophet's words, but I am not 100% convinced this is necessarily what they were. Strange how the Gospel comes alive, though. Some days it is surreal
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GM777, seeing as how Ouija boards are demonic, it could be entirely possible that they are "roaming around" in your house, whispering lies and doubts into your head. In that case, please check my reply post to your OP, and walk through your house, through every room and recite the prayer I gave you. Satan must flee from you when you mention Jesus name--he and his minions will HAVE TO leave as they cannot stand in the presence of goodness. Say that prayer in each room you go to and make sure you get every room--even the bathroom and basement or attic if you have one. Good luck to you.
 
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