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This is really awkward, but I woke up this morning and I couldn't move. My body was dead weight, and all I could do was look around, and I saw my door cracked open (it's still like that, and it wasn't like that all night). I felt something standing there, and then the next thing I knew it was grabbing my butt. It was invisible but I felt two hands grab it. And then I felt lust coming over me and I was basically begging for it. After I woke up I felt upset and violated and I'm wondering why I would want that. Anyway, it did things to me, and I even orgasmed at the end. I heard a terrifying laugh at some point during it. I was horribly scared not being able to move and having this evil feeling in my room. I felt like I was beig tortured from how scary it was,, and then I guess I fell back asleep because I remember dreaming. And then I woke up. So what the heck happened to me? I haven't had this happen to me for 3 years (the last time wasn't sexual. It was worse.) anyway during my sleep paralysis I automatically said "in jesus name!" 3 times but nothing happened. I heard people calling out to jesus during these, and the invisible thing or black mist/shadow/figure disappearing. Why didn't it work for me?
This could all be nothing but I'm really bothered by it. The laugh was honestly the worst part.
Btw, if you have some experience like this, please share.
This could all be nothing but I'm really bothered by it. The laugh was honestly the worst part.
Btw, if you have some experience like this, please share.