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I been married for 16 years. Like a typical woman, a dream of a wonderful life with my husband. We are blessed with two wonderful kids (14 and 12). We tried to live a normal life but I know things are not right. My husband doesn't take of us. He gave money but never really spend quality time with us. I tried to reach out, tried to find out what is wrong with me, with our relationship, with our life but my husband never open up. He said everything is ok. He enjoys hanging out with his friends. I was shock when i found out that everytime he go to his province he'll bring along a girlfriend. He hides his money, and his plans from me. I talked to him about our issues - his lies, his girlfriend, how hurt i am, our kids feelings. I beg for his love and for his attention. I eat all my pride just to keep our family together but he is won't change. He said he only loves us but i said why is he giving me all this pain. He said I was just jealous and unreasonable.
All i want is a husband who will take care of me and my kids. Someone I can trust. A husband who love and respect me. I am not perfect neither - i have my share of mistakes but it is because i need attention. I want him to notice me....I am not an object, I have needs. I need to be loved and cared for.
Please pray for me...I know we will be separated soon.. but maybe it is for the better....i am crushed but i know i have to be strong for my kids...it will not be easy but i pray to God for help.
All i want is a husband who will take care of me and my kids. Someone I can trust. A husband who love and respect me. I am not perfect neither - i have my share of mistakes but it is because i need attention. I want him to notice me....I am not an object, I have needs. I need to be loved and cared for.
Please pray for me...I know we will be separated soon.. but maybe it is for the better....i am crushed but i know i have to be strong for my kids...it will not be easy but i pray to God for help.