It makes sense to me... lil_girl is saying that when she goes to her settings page, she can see the title of a thread she received a rep in, and she does not like to be reminded of being alone, or whatever it was she said in that thread, because she feels condemned by it.
Lil_girl, the reminder will fall away eventually as you receive more reputation points, because only so many show at once, and then there is no record of them beyond your reputation power and points total. Other than that, in the meantime you can just ignore your settings page if what you see on it is so upsetting...