i want to learn how to feel the holy ghost without tampering with my emotions i do not want to keep telling my self over and over jesus jesus ! or seriously telling my mind to believe in something because that would be manipulating my self.
i just want some over whelming feeling something powerful and spiritual to come within me without me tampering with my emotions to do it. i want it naturally to happen so i can actually believe it my self i just some type of spirit to know for sure that there is really something out there sometimes when i pray i just think am i talking to my own conscious i even laugh sometimes because i feel weird. i wish there was a way i can be answered to very clear so i know hes here
i just want some over whelming feeling something powerful and spiritual to come within me without me tampering with my emotions to do it. i want it naturally to happen so i can actually believe it my self i just some type of spirit to know for sure that there is really something out there sometimes when i pray i just think am i talking to my own conscious i even laugh sometimes because i feel weird. i wish there was a way i can be answered to very clear so i know hes here