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My mother came to Christ quite awhile ago and it seemed legitimate and maybe it was. Unfortunately it didn't take long for her old behaviors came back. I came to Christ before her. I was just a child then. So for just about all my life she acted like a christian in public and was very different at home. It was not a pleasant home life for me. I'm so thankful to have the Lord at
such a young age, I am never alone. My mother has unfortunately uses it for her gain. It's such a long story I don't want to bore anyone with it. Sadly she's alone and wants nothing to do with me and I have come to learn she never liked children and if I don't agree with her or do everything she wants she doesn't want anything to do with me and then she blames me for it. When I am with her she does nothing but tear me apart and everyone else we or I know apart. This has been very difficult to prove to anyone as she's really good at being different in public. A few finally have seen and experienced it themselves. How can she say she loves the Lord when after all these years she will say He told her to steal to see what I would do or say. The Lord told you to steal I asked. She said yes and never apologized for it. Yet, she knows the scripture inside out. So just because someone says they are a christian doesn't really mean they are. I have lived most of my life watching a big lie. What's sad is she may have a condition that she may never admit to. So, there's absolutely nothing I can do except pray. I hope this make some kind of sense.
such a young age, I am never alone. My mother has unfortunately uses it for her gain. It's such a long story I don't want to bore anyone with it. Sadly she's alone and wants nothing to do with me and I have come to learn she never liked children and if I don't agree with her or do everything she wants she doesn't want anything to do with me and then she blames me for it. When I am with her she does nothing but tear me apart and everyone else we or I know apart. This has been very difficult to prove to anyone as she's really good at being different in public. A few finally have seen and experienced it themselves. How can she say she loves the Lord when after all these years she will say He told her to steal to see what I would do or say. The Lord told you to steal I asked. She said yes and never apologized for it. Yet, she knows the scripture inside out. So just because someone says they are a christian doesn't really mean they are. I have lived most of my life watching a big lie. What's sad is she may have a condition that she may never admit to. So, there's absolutely nothing I can do except pray. I hope this make some kind of sense.