Now this is from my heart and not my mind. I serve a God that can do the impossible, I serve a God who is never changing (that keeps it simple).
I have laid hands on my brother when he was murder and laid on the table in the hospital where my wife worked. I have laid hands on my 2year old niece who drowned in a daycare center pool. Asking the Lord to return their life if it was his will. Sadly the answer was no.
I have prayed over family members with terminal illnesses asking for the Lord to heal, some lives were extended others were not.
Now to my understanding the laying of hands can mean 2 of the same thing . 1 you physically touch the person. 2 you pray over that person.
I've done both. With full expectation that the Lord is able. I have reaped the benefits of seeing a miracle, or coming to be at peace with God's will. Never did the latter hinder my walk. So here is my question, when we read that Jesus could not or did not heal because of lack of faith. Or when he uses the term you of little faith , what does it really mean. I cannot for the life of me see God refuse or deny or better yet could not do due to a little or lack of faith. The almighty is just that all mighty. Paul certainly had faith. Since when did God need us to do his will.
Could the term be describing something more than the obvious? I heard a teacher say that the term ye of little faith was to say ....why do you live like there is no God? Dunno.....The Lord delivered me from cancer but not without treatment (when the doctors are amazed at the success you know it's the Lord) lol.
Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God.....yet God can restore a child that was of a Roman officers. At the pool Jesus asked the man if he wanted to be healed not that he was going about it the wrong way.....did the man know who he was talking to?
I find this a great mystery ......and leave it to God's will be done....so what about a lack of faith how can it hinder the almighty? I had faith like the officer did not saying God should of because of that. I still walk in expectation and do not believe the gifts were for then but as I said before I serve a never changing God and don't consider it a gift just a part of my commission from the Lord.
Will get back to this later...thanks saints
there has been age old question in scripture since sin and death came to mankind
“ why do the righteous die and the evil prosper in the world ?” Why are the righteous and innocent taken from the earth ?
brother, when we part this world it’s only sad for those who miss us left in this world , because when we leave this world we go to the lord our creator and Father
faith comes by hearing the word of God hearing meaning deeper than our ears but letting it fuse to our heart and mind and soul
I don’t know why healing doesn’t work when we want it to but often God is calling people home to spare them from suffering or evil that will ensnare them later . This world is temporary when we leave it we’re leaving this world
“And we know that we are of God, and
the whole world lieth in wickedness.”
1 John 5:19 KJV
and entering a place beyond the shadow of death where it cannot touch us again.
it’s not a lack of faith but healing and miracles are gifted to certain people while others receive other gifts
“And God hath set
some in the church, first
apostles, secondarily
prophets, thirdly
teachers,
after that miracles, then gifts of healings, helps, governments, diversities of tongues.
Are all apostles? are all prophets? are all teachers?
are all workers of miracles? Have all the gifts of healing? do all speak with tongues? do all interpret? But covet earnestly the best gifts: and yet shew I unto you a more excellent way.”
1 Corinthians 12:28-31 KJV
It may be that you have those gifts or will have them as you seek them. When we come together as a church we have all we need but each of us lacks when we stand alone because we have different gifts and services in Christ
I don’t think you lack faith hearing your words since I’ve been here . Sometimes God is calling someone home out of this dark place and into his loving light and we wouldn’t want to hold them back
sorry for the length , and I realize it doesn’t answer your question I just felt there was some value God bless and comfort you and build upon your faith more and more