I have posted on here before about struggling with the same sin repeatedly, and for a while it had gotten better. Now I'm doing it again and again and again and every single time, I do it, feel ashamed, repent, then turn around and do it again. I know it's Satan influencing me, making me do it, helping me justify it. Then the Holy Spirit is coming into me and saying "This is wrong you shouldn't be doing it." Then the whole process starts all over again. I'm starting to feel trapped and the thing that most scares me is I may get to that point where I do it and I DON'T feel that feeling of "This is wrong you shouldn't be doing it."