So you have had all this happen to you:
Been shot, stabbed, choked to die, face and head bashed in, broken jaw top and bottom, lost all teeth, 4 immediate family deaths first started at my age 14. Was an alcoholic did drugs, abused in service boot camp severely, and the last one was foreigners Gangrene.
and that is a small amount and still trust God, yet need help as I have gotten here as well from others such as yourself. and thank you much for the Love from you that has come my way, hope to have dome the same for you and is why fellowship is Important, yet God first and foremost, be our life and share to one another.
The last episode was and is the killer of all tragedies in my life. Yet I have learned and won't give up as Job would not either, no matter what and I do not have a counselor that is berating me as they did Job in Job's day.
Anyway to each their own whether of humility or arrogance, for me I know nothing and have suffered in the flesh deeply. Still thanking God in the midst and if I were not I would be dead, would have taken my own life, if I did not think God has a purpose through all this.
So no one else has ever been in need like Job?