I just want to let you all know that I also now consider myself transgender, because simply I have to make my body line up with the way i feel inside, I spent many months praying to God to take it away, he never did and this is on top of being intersex.
I am sure most of you will not accept this, but I also will still be seeking a wife, as a woman in mind body and spirit, does that label me as a lesbian? Yeah I guess it does, but my pastor at a UCC Church is also a Lesbian, she is not filled with demons or preaching a false gospel, she does the same thing any other pastor would do.
Let me share with you a vision/dream that I had just a month ago or so:
I had a dream that was so amazing and so spiritual and an answer to my deepest subconscious question. OK I started out looking for a girl named Abby, in this area of the world I had never seen before, it was a mix of different types of buildings, with clouds and water rushing by under my feet alongside the buildings, she was there looking for someone or something, and i was trying to find her, but my attention turned to the North and directly in front.
I looked up and saw more majestic white houses (sort of like what might be described as new Jerusalem...only thing it looked like) and I saw a huge wall of water rushing towards me. It was almost on me when I became aware of the presence of God. I asked the question I had been wanting to ask him/her all this time. I said out-loud "Is it OK for me to be a woman"?
In a female voice (the first time I had ever heard God speak as a woman) She/He said to me in a booming voice that hit me as the water rushed past my body and engulfed me..
"It is not OK for you to be a Man"!
I was shocked! I said again "Did you just say its not ok for me to be a man"? Again the voice said "Yes" I asked again because the end of the sentence when God said "man" got cut off by the rushing water sound.
Wow what a truly amazing thing to happen to me~ Then after i came back down from the higher area or plains, I was then surrounded by women who were showing me new technologies to transform my body,hair,makeup, and well just about everything! I saw myself as a complete woman with long dark hair and tan skin and very elegant and happy.
The thing is I was asking God to tell me and I had just figured he/she would never do that and I gave up sort of in waiting for an answer. Then this happens! I am truly amazed and so at peace right now, you just have no idea how this feels. I had been actually praying for something like this to happen.
I had not even considered that God would ever speak in a female voice, I only ever heard God once as a male voice and that was back in 2000 in a dream. What was interesting is how God responded to me. She/he did not answer me with a yes or a no. It was as if God was trying to get the point across in a more vivid and intense way!
So you can probably go and tell me it was not God, but I know the difference between God and my own subconcious, once before I had a dream and God spoke to me in a booming male voice and told me "I know who you are, then said my name" see i was about to change my name and God didn't want me to hide and run away from my problems.
Not everyone is born xy male or xx female, there are many intersex conditions , whether they are hormonal or chromosomal, please do your research. Also people who are Transgender have a Neurological difference between their mind and the body they have, now while not the same as intersex, they are valid and God does not judge them for the way they are.