So what is G-d like? I call on Him in my time of need sometimes He gives me what I want sometimes He don’t.my first husband was murdered, but not until after he was saved, my second husband and I got a divorce anyway. My son was born Autistic and I became a type I diabetic at the age of 8. I have been a drug addict in my life time after salvation and delivered same with bulimia. My dad right now as I type is in the hospital had a foot amputated. My dad is saved and he will be made whole. G-d is beautiful. I have had good jobs, I have had great jobs, and I have had no jobs. All the same G-d is good!!! If He never did anything in this life time but for same strange reason reveal Himself to me so I could be save that was more than enough. But He did and so much more. When I am done with life on life’s terms I tell Him you must carry this burden, I cannot, you told me to cast it on You, you have to take it. He does. When I tell Him I can’t make it to the other side He reminds me He is in the boat. He may seem like He is sleeping, but the point is He is in the boat and I make it every time to the other side. G-d is beautiful. I wish I loved Him a 3rd of how much He loves me. He is faithful to me I don’t really know why except that is His character. He walks with me in the cool of the day and hold me in the heat of the night. He has so many of my tears collected in His bottle, and every time bends His ear down to just listen to my prayer. He is beautiful. He has delivered me from the things my flesh desires so I won’t sin against Him, yet there is one thing still holding out on for deliverance. Just like Him so I will come after Him more. I know Him He will deliver me then. But He waits on me and that is my Dad….. so beautiful.