"Create in me a pure heart oh God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me, do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me, restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit to sustain me." Psalm 51:10-12
Do you ever feel just so seriously out of it sometimes? Like your life is a day dream your walking through and you just can't get yourself to wake up? Yeah, somedays are like that for me. Those times I wish God would just reach down and give me a good shake and knock me out of it. I think I have a habit of 'turing off' when life gets a little too - well, just too much anything I guess. It's really sad. And although I see it, and I hate it, and I know it's not good for me - I just can't seem to knock it. I guess I just don't know how to 'be' otherwise.
ANYWAY - Praise God, he is piecing the shards of broken life back together.
This is the part I really love right now - And grant me a willing spirit to sustain me.
Oh Lord how I yearn for a willing spirit to sustain me!
If I should be nothing else, make me willing. Willing to Love, Willing to Feel, willing to serve, wiling to seek, willing to worship, willing to follow wherever He made lead. And overall just openly - willing! Here I am God - 'whatever'. 'cause once I loose the willing - the darkness just crushes over once again, getting a foothold in my daydream un-knock-able-out-ness. Lord give me a willing spirit to fight for, because it's so hard to fight with no will.
Do you ever feel just so seriously out of it sometimes? Like your life is a day dream your walking through and you just can't get yourself to wake up? Yeah, somedays are like that for me. Those times I wish God would just reach down and give me a good shake and knock me out of it. I think I have a habit of 'turing off' when life gets a little too - well, just too much anything I guess. It's really sad. And although I see it, and I hate it, and I know it's not good for me - I just can't seem to knock it. I guess I just don't know how to 'be' otherwise.
ANYWAY - Praise God, he is piecing the shards of broken life back together.
This is the part I really love right now - And grant me a willing spirit to sustain me.
Oh Lord how I yearn for a willing spirit to sustain me!
If I should be nothing else, make me willing. Willing to Love, Willing to Feel, willing to serve, wiling to seek, willing to worship, willing to follow wherever He made lead. And overall just openly - willing! Here I am God - 'whatever'. 'cause once I loose the willing - the darkness just crushes over once again, getting a foothold in my daydream un-knock-able-out-ness. Lord give me a willing spirit to fight for, because it's so hard to fight with no will.