Dear God,
( I miss Micheal)..
Letter dedicated to a friend, whom.. I miss.
Hello there. How are things? Do you remember that it’s been over a year since we have known each other? Did you know it’s almost been a year since I spoke up. Can you feel the emotions of when we were once close? Do you understand the pain I feel without having you not so close? What about the fact that in couple months, marks a year without you? Do you?
I’m currently driving home from Kansas City. I decided that I needed a little get away from reality, you just to escape it. It went rather well. I had a lot of thought provoking moments while I was staying with my friends, and their family. I learned, and realized a lot of things being amongst them as well. I’ve been struggling to remember who I am. The Angel I used to be, and not this depressed girl. Yes, I have been caught up in a stage of depression, and am working on fighting it. I have been doing okay so far, and I refuse to go to the doctor to get help. I’m tired of the doctor really. I’m learning a lot; by simply doing things on my own. It’s not always easy, but it can be done.
I learned the hard way to forgive myself, and move on from my mistakes. God forgave me, and he still loves me no matter what. Love always overcomes what we do in life when it comes to God. A friend quoted a mash of scriptures to me, and this is the outcome of it all. “No one on earth is perfect, you realize this correct? Good. Now, stop being so hard on yourself, God forgives you, and he also loves you. He made you the exact way he wanted you to be. To God, you are a very beautiful thing.” I cried. I needed those words. I’m doing my best to fix things, and one day, we will, God and I, will be closer then ever!
I would normally complain about what caused me to want to escape reality, but that doesn’t matter anymore. If you get these letters, and bother to read this one, you may ask what happened, and then I will tell you. I will never forget these memories I made.
( I miss Micheal)..
Letter dedicated to a friend, whom.. I miss.
Hello there. How are things? Do you remember that it’s been over a year since we have known each other? Did you know it’s almost been a year since I spoke up. Can you feel the emotions of when we were once close? Do you understand the pain I feel without having you not so close? What about the fact that in couple months, marks a year without you? Do you?
I’m currently driving home from Kansas City. I decided that I needed a little get away from reality, you just to escape it. It went rather well. I had a lot of thought provoking moments while I was staying with my friends, and their family. I learned, and realized a lot of things being amongst them as well. I’ve been struggling to remember who I am. The Angel I used to be, and not this depressed girl. Yes, I have been caught up in a stage of depression, and am working on fighting it. I have been doing okay so far, and I refuse to go to the doctor to get help. I’m tired of the doctor really. I’m learning a lot; by simply doing things on my own. It’s not always easy, but it can be done.
I learned the hard way to forgive myself, and move on from my mistakes. God forgave me, and he still loves me no matter what. Love always overcomes what we do in life when it comes to God. A friend quoted a mash of scriptures to me, and this is the outcome of it all. “No one on earth is perfect, you realize this correct? Good. Now, stop being so hard on yourself, God forgives you, and he also loves you. He made you the exact way he wanted you to be. To God, you are a very beautiful thing.” I cried. I needed those words. I’m doing my best to fix things, and one day, we will, God and I, will be closer then ever!
I would normally complain about what caused me to want to escape reality, but that doesn’t matter anymore. If you get these letters, and bother to read this one, you may ask what happened, and then I will tell you. I will never forget these memories I made.