Dear God,
It's been 10 months since I've last shared my thoughts out loud. Huh, where have I gone. What have I done? What did I do? I haven't even written a letter to you in… a long time. I'm sorry
I'm a senior now dad. Isn't that a scary thought. I turn 18 in two days daddy! Your little girl is becoming a women. A strong one of that. It's really late at night, and her thoughts are over whelming and she is just stressed. Dad I miss talking to you, I know I haven't lately, and I know you forgive me, but that's no excuse. I have some parting things to say because I haven't in awhile, and who know when I'll do this again.
I'm struggling again. Gotta love how I handle things. I know what've gotten caught up in is wrong, but after focusing myself on Trevor whom I wish I'd stop dreaming about and stop crushing on so hard, I have stopped the bad habits. It's no excuse again, but since he was a christian guy, and the first christian one I liked, I stopped doing the bad things. Now, I don't think there's any chance between him and I, but who knows. The good thing is, is that I don't want to bad things anymore. I just don't right now.
I'm struggling with classes. That's normal as always. You know my thoughts on that.
I'm struggling at home, again, you know my thoughts on that. Just help me stay motivated and wanting to get things done. And I mean done!
Something on my chest. Not having that dad at home. You know how bad it hurts because you feel my pain. It sort of sucks not having a dad care enough to be here for me on my 18th birthday. He just didn't seem interested when I mentioned to him and he never called me. It sucks. But that's life.
That's all my thoughts right now, but I have an overwhelming prayer list:
-Talking to Micheal again, oh my sweet Micheal <3
-Sarah, reach out to her. She is so lost it hurts me!
-ACT
-Katelyn healing from her accident
-Josiah down in Peru. He has his struggles as a young missionary, but I'm so proud of him!
-Kaitlyn, not sure what's going on with her, haven't heard from her in awhile.
-Momma, fighting to focus on happiness, let her know it's there.
-All the deaths around my community, it's getting so sad here!
-Austin's dad for keeping his job.
-Tayler in her struggles in keeping grades up along with work.
That's all for now. I pray to you with all my heart that I fix things with you. I thank you for not giving up on me. Grace is the best thing I will ever get from you.
Love, Your Angel.
It's been 10 months since I've last shared my thoughts out loud. Huh, where have I gone. What have I done? What did I do? I haven't even written a letter to you in… a long time. I'm sorry
I'm a senior now dad. Isn't that a scary thought. I turn 18 in two days daddy! Your little girl is becoming a women. A strong one of that. It's really late at night, and her thoughts are over whelming and she is just stressed. Dad I miss talking to you, I know I haven't lately, and I know you forgive me, but that's no excuse. I have some parting things to say because I haven't in awhile, and who know when I'll do this again.
I'm struggling again. Gotta love how I handle things. I know what've gotten caught up in is wrong, but after focusing myself on Trevor whom I wish I'd stop dreaming about and stop crushing on so hard, I have stopped the bad habits. It's no excuse again, but since he was a christian guy, and the first christian one I liked, I stopped doing the bad things. Now, I don't think there's any chance between him and I, but who knows. The good thing is, is that I don't want to bad things anymore. I just don't right now.
I'm struggling with classes. That's normal as always. You know my thoughts on that.
I'm struggling at home, again, you know my thoughts on that. Just help me stay motivated and wanting to get things done. And I mean done!
Something on my chest. Not having that dad at home. You know how bad it hurts because you feel my pain. It sort of sucks not having a dad care enough to be here for me on my 18th birthday. He just didn't seem interested when I mentioned to him and he never called me. It sucks. But that's life.
That's all my thoughts right now, but I have an overwhelming prayer list:
-Talking to Micheal again, oh my sweet Micheal <3
-Sarah, reach out to her. She is so lost it hurts me!
-ACT
-Katelyn healing from her accident
-Josiah down in Peru. He has his struggles as a young missionary, but I'm so proud of him!
-Kaitlyn, not sure what's going on with her, haven't heard from her in awhile.
-Momma, fighting to focus on happiness, let her know it's there.
-All the deaths around my community, it's getting so sad here!
-Austin's dad for keeping his job.
-Tayler in her struggles in keeping grades up along with work.
That's all for now. I pray to you with all my heart that I fix things with you. I thank you for not giving up on me. Grace is the best thing I will ever get from you.
Love, Your Angel.