Yes he it is a choice, but to be tender about it...
Psalm 139:1-18New International Version (NIV)[h=3]Psalm 139[/h][h=4]For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.[/h][SUP]
1 [/SUP]You have searched me, Lord,
and you know me.
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2 [/SUP]You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
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3 [/SUP]You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
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4 [/SUP]Before a word is on my tongue
you, Lord, know it completely.
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5 [/SUP]You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
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6 [/SUP]Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
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7 [/SUP]Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
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8 [/SUP]If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
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9 [/SUP]If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
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10 [/SUP]even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
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11 [/SUP]If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,”
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12 [/SUP]even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.
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13 [/SUP]For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
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14 [/SUP]I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
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15 [/SUP]My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
[SUP]16 [/SUP]Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
[SUP]17 [/SUP]How precious to me are your thoughts,[SUP]
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God!
How vast is the sum of them!
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18 [/SUP]Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand—
when I awake, I am still with you.
