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my military husband of 9 years has decided to end our marriage. we have 1 daughter, and while i was true in my vows etc till now, he admitted he was and is not. we went through 4 marriage counselings and he only admitted that he married me to not break God's fornication rule. our daughter was planned but i am treated worse than a baby-mama in value. he is christian and wishes to get God's blessing in his life especially financially, and has been sending money to all kinds of preachers on tv while downloading porn, talking on sex chat rooms etc. i am dealing with this and will survive, but i am very sad for our daughter who has no clue. i need as many prayers as i can get to help me through this. while he tries to be 'nice', its very obvious that its only to assuage his own feelings and not to change things. he only wants out, and no matter how it affects our daughter. i have done many things and ended up only catering to his whims of nothing i was doing made him feel more affection towards me. it was only sex. even when i slept in another room because i felt the vibe from him, he would ask me back to our bedroom for him to be able to sleep. i have finally accepted that he truly never loved me. and i pray for the strength to help my daughter to heal. i also pray that God bless him (cursing never helps anyone) so he can repent and be right with God.