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Wednesday, I found out my husband had a onetime affair a year ago. I am devastated but find myself wanting to stay and keep my family together. My husband has been deployed for the past year. The one time affair happened right before he deployed last January. I don't hate him and I know I can forgive him, because God forgives us. Today I must go to church and sit by him. I don't know if I can even do this. I am crying at I type this. I need to go to church today, I need strength in my Lord Jesus, but I feel with him there with me I feel it would be too hard. My sister knows about this, but my parents do not and sitting with them all in church I just don't know.
I feel hurt, embarrassed, anger, and love for a man who broke our vows. We have been able to talk about it. He knows he was wrong. He says he love me and our family. He admits to his sin and stopped the affair as soon as he slept with the women. He is very remorseful and wants to keep our family together. He said he realized this as soon as he left her the night it happened. I am so confused. Today I know we need to be in church together, God wants us there. I need strength to be there with him and just don’t know if I can.
I feel hurt, embarrassed, anger, and love for a man who broke our vows. We have been able to talk about it. He knows he was wrong. He says he love me and our family. He admits to his sin and stopped the affair as soon as he slept with the women. He is very remorseful and wants to keep our family together. He said he realized this as soon as he left her the night it happened. I am so confused. Today I know we need to be in church together, God wants us there. I need strength to be there with him and just don’t know if I can.