It is around this time of the year every year i start swinging into my season effective depression. I really hate it but it happens every year. I am asking everyone to pray that i just survive the winter months with my crushing depression. I have been on this coaster ride a long time and some days it is unbearable. I just take it one day at a time and today happens to be a real bad day I want to just cry at the drop of a hat. I get to feeling so worthless often. Thank you for the prayers I will continue to do my normal things read the Bible pray and try to stay as active as I can everyday.