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hope2love

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for all those that sent me messages or posted on my posts thank you..sorry i dont always have time to say anything bk.im still in hell..battle isnt over yet..my sister is still drinking and driving.my mom doesnt care.my dad acts like he does but i know he doesnt..my ex bf is still beggin for one last chance after he almost raped and killed me in july..my sister coming around like she didnt do no wrong to my kids when i know in my heart ahe did..my kids told me to confirm it..im losing weight like its nothing bc im emitionally hurtung..my stomaxh refuses to hold food down at times..ive been raped most of my life..im 28rs old.i got raped before i was 5 by family member..and tha cycle contined with other men.ive been raped by total of 10 men i trusted.two i was married to.ive been almost killed by 3 men in my life..i stold ny body for food..i was labeled as a whore still am..i did it not for enjoyment or greed of money i did it bc i was starving and no one would help me.so this is just some not all ive endured im telling this to inspire you..i did it without meds.without anyone..i lived on faith..i thought i had lost it i didnt it was buried under all tha pain ppl caused me..but i didnt give up...
 
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permen

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I'm praying for you. Just Hold on.. I know you can make it. :)

Maybe you'd love to hear this song..
[video=youtube;jc5x7FGW9FQ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jc5x7FGW9FQ[/video]
 
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hope2love

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thank you..who sung that song?? it made me cry..but thats my life..and yea it helped..thank you.... posted advice to ppl who needed it but they didnt know me..so i poured out my heart to let em knojw ive been there and still not out of hell. bt im still trying..
 
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permen

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hope2love said:
thank you..who sung that song?? it made me cry..but thats my life..and yea it helped..thank you.... posted advice to ppl who needed it but they didnt know me..so i poured out my heart to let em knojw ive been there and still not out of hell. bt im still trying..
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It's This'l he's an amazing christian rapper :) i hope you feel better.. there are a lot of christian rap songs you can relate to just search it on youtube, because christian rappers nowadays are not just talking about God God God.. but you still need God though :D

Just hold on to Christ i know He got a beautiful plan for your life
 
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hope2love

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i listen to all music..we hear it with our ears but we feel it with our hearts...thats why i listen to lyrics closely..its hard to discover new music bc i dont work..my dad tells me he'd help me when my kids are in schoo..thats awhile away..i hate being broke..feeling like a bum and sometimes lookin like one so my kids have what they need..i get child support for one child 200.00 a month that i try so hard to manage for 3 ppl..not easy.i get foodstamps.wic and medicaid.i live rentfree in house falling apart owned by my dad that refuses to fix it.hr pays tha light bill so i have to watch tha energy i use..tha ceiling leaks over stove and it leaks at front door..i dump 32 gallons of water at least evsrytime it rains..so yed its very hard..
 
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J-Kay

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hope2love said:
i listen to all music..we hear it with our ears but we feel it with our hearts...thats why i listen to lyrics closely..its hard to discover new music bc i dont work..my dad tells me he'd help me when my kids are in schoo..thats awhile away..i hate being broke..feeling like a bum and sometimes lookin like one so my kids have what they need..i get child support for one child 200.00 a month that i try so hard to manage for 3 ppl..not easy.i get foodstamps.wic and medicaid.i live rentfree in house falling apart owned by my dad that refuses to fix it.hr pays tha light bill so i have to watch tha energy i use..tha ceiling leaks over stove and it leaks at front door..i dump 32 gallons of water at least evsrytime it rains..so yed its very hard..
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This is not my prayer, but I found it for you ~ God bless you and keep believing He will guide you if you will listen for His voice. Sometimes we can't understand why things happen the way they do, but God uses everything for the good. One day
you will know. Stay Faithful to Him hope2love ~ He is faithful to you. ~
The Prayer:


Good God, I am, at times, frightened to reach out for help. I am reluctant to take the risk of being hurt again. I had such dreams, such great expectations, and now many of them are only dust. Sometimes I wonder, “Why should I try again?” I fear getting hurt. Will you help me? I am not even sure how to ask for your help.

Make me willing to take the first step toward trusting you and others again. Will you help me see what I have to be grateful for? Will you help me begin to let go of this resentment which weighs so heavily on my heart? Thank you for listening. Amen.
 
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prodigaldaughter

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Hi Hope2Love

Sister I feel the life you have been living I thank you very much for sharing it. Hold on my sister hold on keep the focus on Christ He talk to Him the whole day and worship Him. The one thing I know is God forgives we as humans hold on to things but God forgives and cleans us up.

Heavenly Father I humbly ask that You be present in hope2love's life straighten the path in front of her. Cover her and preserve her. Give her the wisdom and knowledge she needs. I ask that You continue to strengthen her and to turn her circumstance around we know that all things work for good for those who believe and she has a strong testimony Lord, one that can help others so show her what she must do so she can be a blessing to others with her testimony. I pull down all the strongholds and come against all arguments made against her in Jesus name. In the name of Jesus let the doors be opened up that were shut for her and where there is no door open up the window and if there is no window clear the area to open up the entrance. Put on her your full armor to protect her from the evil one who is constantly lurking. You are our Provider, our Protector, our everything and she knows this. Scripture states that without faith it is impossible to please God as one must first believe that He is who He is and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. Lord she has the faith she believes. Embrace her with Your presence Lord. This I pray in Jesus name amen and amen.
 
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hope36523

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thats touching my heart goes out to you,i to have suffered from sexual abuse and i have been raped in my past,gods here he heres our cries and i forgave my attackers neverto trust them again,and god is the judge he will see to it in the end his judgement is just.everyone has the oppurtunity to repent,and noone will get away with doing wrong in the end,but i know your hurt and your in my prayers.god bless you god loves you for you and your not a whore in his eyes.pm anytime you need to talk.
 
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