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I've posted my full story. So I won't make this long...I can't distinguish between what I feel is God telling me this path has turned into a dead end, and my husbands promises of he's quiting not to give up on him....with the devil truly surrounded me I can't fully hear Gods voice. There's so much negative powers around him, literally in his blood, so many lies, and betrayal.
I've suggested Christian counseling from our church and it gets shot down. Constant remarks of how much of a hypocrite I am because I too back slided. I've begged on my knees til they have bled. I've even put my foot down and gave an ultimatum, it wasn't our marriage he chose...but I stayed for fear of me breaking the vows I made with him and God. And so depseratly not wanting to let the devil win that easy.....
Please help and send prayers!!! I'm in constant emotional pain. I stay in prayer constantly but can't clearly hear what God wants us me to do.....
I've suggested Christian counseling from our church and it gets shot down. Constant remarks of how much of a hypocrite I am because I too back slided. I've begged on my knees til they have bled. I've even put my foot down and gave an ultimatum, it wasn't our marriage he chose...but I stayed for fear of me breaking the vows I made with him and God. And so depseratly not wanting to let the devil win that easy.....
Please help and send prayers!!! I'm in constant emotional pain. I stay in prayer constantly but can't clearly hear what God wants us me to do.....